I AM 30 YEARS OLD AND ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS A
NORMALNormal saline flush PERSON. RECENTLY I WENT THROUGH ALOT OF STRESS IN MY LIFE AND MY WORLD CAME CRASHING DOWN. MY MOTHER WAS IN A SEVERE CAR ACCIDENT BEFORE SHE GAVE BIRTH TO ME, SHE HAD EXTENSIVE BRAIN INJURY LEAVING HER DISABLED. SHE TOOK DRUGS LIKE, VOLUME, DARVISET AND OTHER PAIN MEDS WHEN SHE WAS PREGNANT FOR ME. I NOW AM TAKING
CELEXA FOR A CHEMICAL IMBALANCE I HAVE FOUND I HAVE. DID THE MEDS MY MOM TOOK AFFECT ME AND CAUSE THIS IN MY LATER YEARS?
I'm a 24 yr old male and for the past 6 years I have suffered with anxiety, panic attacks, and depression of some sort.
I've done just about every test known to man to see what's going on with digestive tract, and why I'm constantly fatiqued.
I have been on many antidepressents but have only made me MUCH MUCH worse. It seems now that my body is rejecting EVERYTHING, including things like caffiene.
I've been out of work for the past year on disability, and now forced onto unemployement. I go to the gym about 5 x's a week and try to play tennis 2-4 x's a week.
I've seeked treatement from therapists, acupucturist, cranialsacrial docs, massage therepists, and even hypnotherapy.
Since my body had such a horrible reaction from the previous antidepressants (Wellbutrin, Celexa, Remeron, and Prozac...and I think even a few more like Butral) I AM EXTREMELY FRIGHTENED to go back on one once again.
I feel like I'm back at square one all over again. No one has been able to help me at all.
Bottom line is, I don't feel depressed, I just feel really fatiqued all the time and mostly sick to my stomach.
I have been tested for just about everything including Chronic Fatique syndrome, Epstein bar, liver, kidney, etc. I've had about 10 CT scans within the past 2 years, and now I'm at the point in my life when the only one that can help me is ME.
I meditate everyday, pratice Qi Gong and Bac Hu.
Please HELP!!!
Any suggestions would be GREATLY appreciated.
D-man