About 6-7 months ago I experienced a huge
panicPanic disorder
Panic disorder with agoraphobia attack~the worst one I have ever had! Prior to that, I hadn't had one for about 6 years and have only had between 5-10 my whole life. I have always been a chronic worrier. (I am 33 years old)Prior to this last
panicPanic disorder
Panic disorder with agoraphobia attack, I had began experiencing achiness in my
kneesAnterior cruciate ligament (acl) injury
Anterior knee pain
Bursa of the knee
Dermatitis, herpetiformis on the knee
Knee arthroscopy
Knee arthroscopy - series
Knee joint replacement
Knee joint replacement prosthesis
Knee pain
Kneecap dislocation
Meniscus tears and was having some tingling in my left
footAthlete's foot
Athlete's foot, tinea pedis
Clubfoot
Clubfoot deformity
Clubfoot repair
Clubfoot repair - series
Diabetes foot care
Diabetic blood circulation in foot
Diabetic foot care
Erythema toxicum on the foot
Foot pain. Of course, I tried to diagnose myself via the internet and fed my mind with all kinds of horrible, even fatal diagnoses. I ended up going to my Dr. because the tingling had spread to many areas of my body (along with
fasciculationsMuscle twitching in my legs and feet) and I felt somewhere between
normalNormal saline flush and panicky all of the time. He was suspicious that I may have had some thyroid problems going on, did complete blood work up and everything showed that I was quite healthy. He did not feel it necessary for any neurological follow-up. He gave me some xanax to use for awhile until that "edge" was gone and put me on paxil. For about 2 months, I tried several (about5) different medications, because they all made the fasciculations in my legs MUCH worse. He felt I was having reactions rather than side effects, so he would tell me to stop and try something else. Aside from the muscle problems these meds were causing, I had never felt more lifeless in every possible way, so I opted to stop taking them and go see a therapist. I saw him several times. He taught me breathing techniques, gave me good books to read and we focused alot on my irrational fears. I havn't seen him for a couple of months now. Things had been going better until recently I feel like my muscles are so tired. The fasciculations are really intense at times (still only in my legs and feet), but they do seem to dissipate with alcohol or rest. I should add that I have degenerative disc disease in my lower spine which always bothers me. I'm think I am having some pretty severe anxiety over these fasciculations and other weird tingly, numby wierd sensations I feel throughout my body. I know I am soooo tuned inward right now that it's hard to focus on other things to get my mind offf of it. I'm scared to death to go back to the dr. for fear that he will want to start looking into the possibility that something might really be wrong with me. (MS, ALS, etc.~the ALS is the one i'm scared to death about.)
All of this being said, what's your advice? Are all of these symptoms typical, or atleast possibly caused by stress? I should also add that I am a stay home mother with three young children, 6,3,and 1. So, needless to say, the stress of everyday life is also a bit to bear at times. Your expertise and words of wisdom will be much appreciated.