I want to clarify the question I put earlier today.
I am curious about a diagnosis - who wouldn't be? But my
primaryPrimary amyloidosis
Primary biliary cirrhosis
Primary hyperparathyroidism
Primary insomnia
Primary lymphoma of the brain concern,especially after reading so many of the other questions raised, is what the hope is for
recoveryRecovery position - series once you have 'contracted' depression or some other form of
mentalMental retardation
Mental status tests illness.
For my part, I believe that I have fought off depression (or whatever) for most of my life. Now that I have succumbed though, what can I hope for? Are medications the answer to a problem that is not necessarily biologically based? And how
effectiveEffective strength cough syrup is psychotherapy? There are so many different forms to choose from, how can one possibly know which one is going to work? And, maybe more importantly, how can you ever know whether they aren't going to make you worse? I have recently spent 20 months with an analyst who I am certain increased my sense of alienation and doubt, purely by his methodology (not through any bad faith).
I frequently feel terribly hopeless - but there has always been a grain somewhere that has kept me going. I am terrified that even that tiny seed will soon disappear and then so will I.
I don't think I even expect an answer to this. Perhaps I just neeeded to say it.