Dr. Gould,
I have been on 1 mg bid of
clonazepam for 11 years now for extreme
panicPanic disorder
Panic disorder with agoraphobia disorderAdjustment disorder
Anorexia nervosa
Asperger syndrome
Autism
Autoimmune disorders
Bipolar disorder
Bipolar disorder
Bleeding disorders
Borderline personality disorder
Bulimia
Chronic motor tic disorder which has worked wonderfully for me. If an attack was coming on, I could feel it, but it wouldn't break through. This has been a wonder drug for me that gave my life back. I have no side effects - it just makes me feel
normalNormal saline flush again. Beforehand, I tried SSRIs (
ProzacProzac
Prozac weekly and
PaxilPaxil
Paxil cr) which made me sick.
A few weeks ago, I had heightened anxiety for some reason (maybe peri-menopause - I'm 42) allowing attacks to break through. My new doctor (who is opposed to benzos lumping them all as bad) increased my dose to 1.5 mgs bid, wanted to add Paxil CR, then wean off Clonazepam. I took one 12.5 dose of Paxil CR, and it made me very ill, so I opted to not take any more. It was like ingesting poison, and have been too nervous to go back to him as he'll try to get me to take another SSRI or stop my Clonazepam rx. I would much rather stay on Clonazepam which was the med "for me".
There is so much controversy on the tolerance issue with Clonazepam and I wanted your opinion on it, please. I thought if it was a tolerance issue, it would have happened before 11 years. The doctor that originally put me on it said I would not develop a tolerance to Clonazepam, and he specialized in panic disorder.
Also, do you consider my dose of 2.5 mgs per day to be excessive? Between that and the tolerance issue, this has exacerbated my anxiety with worry. If I decide to wean back down to my maintenance dose of 2mgs per day, can you offer me a safe way of doing so?
Thanks in advance.