I have been battling depression and anxiety ever since i was a teenager (I am now 31 years of age). After trying out
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Zoloft over the last 5 years (always short term ) and disliking all of them, I have been on
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Effexor xr for the past year. I am taking 2 x 37.5 mg a day. Some side effects occured during this time, like increased
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Sexual problems overview dysfunction, but all in all i was content and improved immensely. Also, seeing a therapist helps a lot. Everything was fine until 2 weeks ago. I ordered Xanax via the internet because i was about to take a plane trip and to move out of the apartment i was sharing with my boy friend at the time. i felt overwhelmed by what the future was holding for me ( just broke of a relationship, moving into an apartment by myself for the first time ever, being by myself, having to go onto an airplane ect.), so i thought that an anti anxiety medication would help me through this.
Now, after finishing the xanax i now feel worse than i did before. i never exceeded the max. dosis, but did take it infrequently, and now after i took the last dosage about a week ago i am suffering all kinds of symptoms up to a point where i feel physically immobilized. i don't know what brought this upon me and if i will ever feel normal again. i am starting to freak out.
i am unable to sleep due to muscle tension all over my body. my feet and hands are constantly cold. i am sweating excessively. i am twichy, nervous, irritated, uncoordinated, clumsy. unable to think and function straight. my sense of time is distorted. i feel like my energy sources are completely depleted. i have no physical strength whatsoever. i can't focus on anything. i am slow. detached from myself. developed a slight stutter. what is happening? what should i do?
is this going to stop?
AND HERE IS MY COCKTAIL IN 6 MONTHS
1500 DEPAKOTE THEY HAVE CHANGED THIS 3 TIMES
4. KLOPIN CHANGE THIS 3 TIMES
900 LITHUIM
4 DOSAGES OF EFFOX 37.5 CHANGED THI MED 4 TIMES
MY SLEEPER IS ZYPREXA 10 MG CHANGED THIS 3 TIMES
UISED TO BE ON TRADOZONE 100 150 MG DIDNT DO ANYTHING FOR ME
SEROQUEL MAKES ME VOILENT
PROZAC CANT TOUCH ME AT ALL
RIGHT NOW I AM ON A MANIC HIGH BEEN ABOUT A MONTH IF NOT LONGER
I GO IN WEEKLY TO MY DOC MY BLOOD PRESSURE IS HIGH GAINING ABOUT 3-6 POUNDS PER WEEK
BASICALLY UNTILL WE FIND THE RIGHT DOSAGES I AM IN THIS STATE
I AM NOT COMPLEATINGLY TOGETHER HERE SEEMS LIKE I AM LOOKING INTO MY WORLD NOT PLAYING A PART OF IT ITS SO HARD ON THE FAMILY PLEASE ADVICE WHAT CAN I DO
THANK YOU ALL FOR LETTING ME AIR THIS OUT
I work with clients daily that are in trouble with benzodiazepine medications.
Raz