You are balancing a lot of medications but if you need short term relief before your doctor comes back then you ought to think about not stopping your buspar now and using more ativan, closer to the maximum that your doctor has already prescribed. That should get you through till you see him or her.
is it possible to post pone your trip untill you feel better?And with the blood work did they test your thyroid?
I was feeling pretty bad myself back in noevember and I had to cancel my thanksgiving trip till I felt like I could cope.
Just take things one day at a time.Everyday is a victory for us.
How soon will your doctor return so you can see him/her?
Post here all you like to help smooth things for you.It helps tremendously to talk to others who under stand what you are going through
Let me know How you are doing
Love Venora