I'm 29, with several health problems (diagnosed MS- allergy problems severe enough to qualify for Voc Rehab to assist college I have also been diagnosed with a
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Multifocal atrial tachycardia
Paroxysmal supraventricular tachycardia (psvt)
Sick sinus syndrome
Ventricular tachycardia, and am scheduled in one month for an ablation procedure) I am typically
hyperHyper-sal and happy, and having dealt with health problems since I was a child, tend to just see them as an annoyance in life, much like getting my car retagged. =)
For the last 3 months, I have been in an emotional rut and couldn't get out. I was given Klonipin, for muscle
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Croup
Eyelid twitch
Facial tics
Hand or foot spasms
Urge incontinence
Vascular spasm, which inadvertantly doubled as an anti-anxiety med, and that was when i realized something was seriously wrong. About 2 hours after taking the Klonipin, I would feel the bubble of anxiety begin to deflate in me-- and around 3 hours later, it would begin refilling, until I felt like I was about to explode. I constantly felt like glass, about to shatter, and would suffer long
cryingColic and crying
Crying in infancy jags (3-4 hours) over
normalNormal saline flush everyday events (missing a sock while folding laundry...) I also get/got exceptionally angry over little insignificant things, and seemed to completely lose my normally abundant sense of humor. Initially, my neurologist upped my dosage of Klonipin to 2 mgs a day (total) and Thursday 11/4 at an appointment, he prescribed Zoloft. On Saturday 11/6 evening, something "snapped" in me, and it was like someone flipped a light switch back on- For the first time in months I felt like *me* again.
My neuro is attributing the roller coaster to MS (emotional lability) but I have some concerns that I might be Bipolar... My sister was diagnosed when she was 26 (now 41), I see similar patterns in our behavior and reactions to things, our violent mood swings and the extremes to which our moods go- her mania is scary- frantic, explosive, she's as liable to cry while she's flying around happy as when she's depressed (which is 90% of the time) I tend to be the opposite- manic 90% of the time, and when I drop into a depression the sheer change in my personality worries people.
I am currently seeing a psychologist, who feels I need a psychiatrist & a more thorough psychiatric evaluation. When I asked my neuro to refer me, he refused, saying I didn't seem depressed to him, and that he felt confident prescribing Zoloft. I do not need to referral for insurance coverage- I wanted the name of someone he trusted, who had experience dealing with severe health &/or disability issues. (I have since contacted both my voc rehab counselor and my GP for their recommendations)
My psychologist gave me a few basic assessment tests, and I registered "severely depressed, in need of psychiatric assistance" as well as "potentially obsessive compulsive &/or Bipolar disorders"
My concern is this- I'm taking Zoloft, (the panic pack, 25 mg a day for a week then on to 50mg thereafter) and I know that there can be a slight rebound effect of mania- I don't think there was enough of the drug in my system (between thursday and Saturday) for the "snap" that I experienced to be caused by the drug. So I have a few questions-
1) I no longer feel "depressed"... how do you know when you don't need an anti-depressant?
2) How is Bipolar disorder treated in comparison to Zoloft being prescribed for depression/anxiety? (My sister takes Prozac. but nothing for her mania, since it happens so rarely)
3) In the event I do not receive a referral (GP on vacation) and must scour the yellow pages- how do I go about weeding through the lists of psychiatrists to find someone with clinical experience re: MS/disability. I tried calling some on Friday, and was told by a few that, "We do not do interviews".