I can't advise you re another medication but I am sure your doctor knows what is available and can try them out with you, but that is not the real issue here...since you have had control before, and some good success stopping these in early stages, it would seem to me that you are a very good candidate for psychotherapy, something relatively intensive, not just follow up visits for medication...I suggest you do that with your psychiatris if he or she is trained that way, or ask for a consultation/referral. Psychotherapy and medication work much better than medication alone.