Hi, I recently watched a TV programme about
schizophreniaParanoid schizophrenia
Schizophrenia
Schizophrenia - disorganized type
Schizophrenia - paranoid type, and the traits I observed resembled something I suffered occasionally at about the age of 10 years old. I'm am now in my late
twentiesTwenty twenty and a happy and positive person.
To describe what I suffered started at night time as I remember. I was never scared of the dark or going to sleep, but I would awake in the night in a
panicPanic disorder
Panic disorder with agoraphobia state. Then whilst fully concious I would be absolutely terrified for no real reason. I would have to get out of bed and pace around the house or do something to take my mind off whatever it was doing. It was very frightening for me. I would have to try very hard at its peek to try to keep calm. It would last about an hour and eventually die off, and then I would go to sleep, and be fine the next day.
I remember hallucinating by seeing a shadow, and I thought it was after me, so I literally crept around quietly so as not to disturb it, terrified of it, but in hindsight it was just something going on in my
headHead and face reconstruction
Head injury
Head lice
Indications of head injury
Radial head injury I had no
controlControl
Control rx over.
I also remember my mind going silly thinking of the biggest number I could think of. There were other daft
conceptsConcept dha but it was just so frightening as I couldn't control it.
I must of endured this horrible experience five to ten times over about 2 years. I had a good upbringing, and I dont think my parents ever knew what to make of it except to realise I was obviously distressed and try to comfort me.
I have wandered what had happened to me, and have never been offered an explanation.
Was this schizophrenia I suffered? Does it mean I'm susceptible to it? Could I develop it again?
Matt