Dear Doc,
From the brief description you had posted, you may be suffering a type of personality disorder called Borderline Personality
Disorder. It is a pervasive pattern of instability of interpersonal relationships, self-image and affects and marked impulsivity beginning by early adulthood. Persons may feel real or imagined abandonment, have unstable interpersonal relationships,suffer from poor self-image, feel chronically empty and be inappropriately angry and impulsive. Regarding its natural history, the disorder is fairly stable in that patients with borderline personality may change little over time. Longitudinal studies do not show a progression toward Schizophrenia, but patients do have a high incidence of depressive disorders.The good news is that treatment can help patients change their behaviour and help with the mood swings.
Fortunately, a combination treatment of medications and psychotharapy is bringing you some relief.
I suggest a consult with a mental helath professional for an evaluation.
sincerely,
HFHS MD - RG