I had an accident 3 weeks ago and suffered
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Buspar dividose 5 mg TID and Zoloft 50 mg every evening. I have never been on any antidepressant. I have taken buspar for travel related anxiety. I am just aprehensive about taking these medications because I really don't want to be on them long term. So I filled the prescriptions but I haven't taken them yet. Also, in the past I think I might have had some symptoms of depression. Before my accident I went through a difficult break-up (after having a really really dry spell) and I also have a stressful job. I have had self-esteem issues for at least 20 years (I'm 30). Last year I had several family members who were seriously ill. I've also been through a lot more ups and downs in the past five years than I care to write about. Also, this was the first time that I shared any of my emotional issues with my primary physician. Although he's been my doctor for almost ten years the only thing I've shared with him is my fear of flying. I am concerned that medication will be a short term fix or maybe even inappropriate. I do know however that I need help because I am going through something right now. As much as I've had feelings of sadness and lonliness in the past I've never felt anything like this before. Usually I can look at things after a really good cry and see the bright sided of life and move on somewhat. But this time I am really devastated. I know I need some help. So I was just wondering what I should do - take the meds, or wait and see what happens?
I had a situation where I suffered anxiety/panic due to a rapid heart rate and became panicky and started taking xanax 1.5mg per day. I took it for 2 months and learned of the addictiveness of the medicine. I tapered on Jan.1, 2006 and stop totally on Feb 3rd. I can not begin to tell you the nightmare that I'm now face with. Withdrawl is horrible and it is scary....I dread the day I every was prescibed xanax. It is a benzo and so is Buspar and Zoloft is mind altering as well.
Doctors will prescribe these meds and they don't have a clue to the difficulty in getting off of them. Medication suppresses the feelings that you have so you can move on with ease, but it doesn't cure your feelings and emotions and they come back two fold once getting off the medication.
Please check out the website www.benzo.org.uk so you can understand the medications that you are taking and the struggle that is experienced when getting off of the meds.
I wish someone would have told me about xanax before I started taking them. A lesson that I will not forget.
Plesae consider all options before taking meds, but if you feel that this is your only option to help yourself, know that there are wonderful people out there to assist you when you are ready to stop taking medication.
Best Wishes