You sound like you are under a great deal of pressure to perform and have very little time for yourself or to process you own thoughts and feelings. Yes you can have anxiety at night, especially in your situation. YOu are using Xanax to control your anxiety...to manage it, not get to the source of it. Xanax is short acting..when it runs out, you can get a rebound effect..that is probably what is happening at night. Ask your doctor to prescribe klonopin..longer acting. Consider therapy or using the MasteringStress program above to help you sort out what is causing the anxiety and what you can do about it.
I don't want to post a question, but have many. I don't understand why these "sleep attacks" occur, as most the time I do fall asleep, but then sudden "fly" out of bed, and have woke many times at the window. And I just want to get out.
Any advice or comments would be helpful. So you should be at a little at ease knowing you are not the only one.
I can relate to your problem. I have had panic attacks in the middle of the night as well. I don't have them often, but when you do they are scarey. I was having them before I started taking Xanax. Now that I am taking 1/2 a pill before bed, I don't get them anymore. I still wake up alot and I have those terrible "Monkey Jumps" where it feels like I have stopped breathing. That tends to happen to me when I go to bed feeling anxiety or when I am not relaxed. I also had terrible thoughts about illness, but it was about my eyes. I was so worried that I would go blind or something terrible would happen to my eyes. (Probably because I had laser eye surgery last year) I just kept thinking about my eyes 24/7. It was driving me nuts. I still worry about them, but not as much anymore. I am not normally like that, I do worry, but that was insane to me. I really thought that I was going crazy. If I look back now, my body was trying to tell me something. Probably to slow down and take more time for myself. I was doing too much and my body was re-acting to it. I am better now that I have started Xanax, but I still feel lots of anxiety at certain times of the day. Hang in there, the less the panic attacks scare you, the quicker they go away....
Thanks to everyone for their comments and of course to the Doctor for his invaluable advice. I have a few more comments if anyone else is listening. I found the comment about the "monkey jerk" very close to what i experience often. It happens before i fall in to deep sleep i suddenly gasp for air and wake up or sometimes i just jerk and wake up. I often wonder if it is related to a seizure. Does anyone else get that?
And in response to the gut who works with nanotechnology i feel that perhaps you should talk to a therapist and try to invest a security system, might help you sleep at night.
Hhmmmnn. Maybe this is somewhat normal and just annoying. I'm not about to go try some more of doctor psych candy for it. When it happens I just try breathing slow deep breaths in and exhale at the same speed (like my YOGA instructer says to relax). Then if I can't sleep, I go to the fridge (or I eat bananas - hoping to help my pathetic seratonin levels).
Wow, I had the exact same symptons except a little more severe, where my arms and legs go numb and I hyperventilate. this ALWAYS happens the instant that I feel as if I am going to fall asleep. Right at that moment the attack begins, or sometimes in within 2 hours of sleep. The doc told me it had to do with abrubt transitions into early sleep stages that would trigger panic attacks. Possibly even abrupt transitions into REM (a form of epilepsy). there are many sleep tests you can take where they will hook you up to brain wave machines and monitor activity over night. Perhaps this can help diagnose the condition so you can seek proper treatment and without other meds. FYI, I also had my first very MAJOR attack at 23 in college while applying to med school. Very stressful time.
I'm 25 now and still have them frequently.