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I am new to this board! First off I would like to say I am from Hawaii..born and raised, and glad I found this site. And glad to meet all of you!
I am here to tell you ALL my HORRID experiences from Lexapro withdrawls. OH my God... where do I begin? Ok...I started taking Lexapro in Octorber of 2004. Also was put on klonipin. Because what I have is Depression/Anxiety/panic attacks. Yes I have all those 3 wonderful traits. My psychiatrist started me on 20 mgs of Lexapro, then my sex drive dissapeard..( not good). So he lowered it to 10 mgs, then my sex life was back to normal. Then at 10 mgs my hair started to fall out, the doctor then lowered it to 5mgs. So I was on Lexapro for 1 yr. Along with klonipin on and off for those panic attacks.
My eyes hurt right now. I will continue another time. Im sorry. I have a very long story ahead that Im sure you would want to know.
lots of hugs
ALoha
Oahu_gal ~
Ok my story is continued...( Lexapro withdrawls)
I was taking 5mgs of Lexapro for several months and doing just fine. Of course the whole time I took Lexapro I had really no BAD side effects other than the ones I listed before. So Lexapro was generally making me feel really good and happy. I gained weight but it filled me out in all the right places. :) I was doing fine. THEN in November of 2004 I started to have head jerks when I would fall asleep..and I would be thinking..("what the hay is going on)" I wouldn't have them during the day, only when I would fall asleep. But it got annoying cause the head jerks would wake me up sometimes cause my head would go flying to the left. Then.....I started having headaches, and dizziness. So Im like "ok Im am so off this Lexapro stuff". So I told my Psychiatrist ( this was a different doctor by the way, not the one that put me on lexapro in the beginning). So I told him that I wanted to get off the lexapro because I was getting scared. He told me it wasn't a wise decision, but he had to respect my wishes. SO.....He told me to ween off of it from 5mgs to 1/2 of 5mgs for 7 days ( thats it). I told him isn't that stopping too quickly..I mean I was on it for a year. He told me since I was only on 5mgs there shouldnt be withdrawls. So I trusted him. I did what he said and weened off the lexapro. I still had the same symptoms of head jerks and headaches for weeks even after stopping the lexapro. My headaches worsened and worsened. I then got a brain zap at night sleeping ( which frightned me to death), its like someone electricuting your brain). Then I had these whooshing sounds when I would move my eyes from left to right ( very odd), I started having insomnia and nausea and dizziness. Then one night I awoke to my whole body aching with pain from head to toe. If I touched my body it would hurt so much. Like nerve pain. That night which was November 24, (yeah Thanksgiving morning). I couldn't bare the headaches and pain no more. I was taken to the hospital E.R. I told the doctor "Doc im in so much pain pls give me something for my headache and pain. I told him it was Lexapro withdrawls...he was like "what is Lexapro withdrawls"? I almost laughed. I couldn't believe it. Anyways he gave me a shot. He didnt tell me what it was. All I know is it made me sicker. He gave me MORPHINE! Yikes! It took my pain away but made me sick for 3 days straight. I was allergic to morphine. SIGH! I was okay for Thanksgiving, I didnt have the pain nor the headaches. But when the next day came around that headache was back again!!! To make a long story short.....I was sick from November to January new years eve. I was bed ridden, not eating nor drinking, just crying and suffering with headaches that wouldnt go away. I finally got a cat scan and Mri that showed negative. ( which was good news), but it left me baffled to as why was I so sick? My neurologist also advised me to go to a pt ( physical therapist), which did help loosen my neck muscles that stopped that head jerking. But the headaches continued. I had a horrible birthday, a horrible Christmas. My Neurologist told me that he didnt think Lexapro damaged my brain, cause thats all I kept saying over and over. I had this incredible pressure on my left side of head , and temples like my head was in a vice. Like my head was being crushed. I wanted to die. I just couldn't take it anymore, I was losing weight at a incredible speed. I decided to go back to my original psychiatrist, the one who put me on Lexapro. He told me that the other doc was wrong in getting me off that drug too fast. I was getting tired of being in and out of the hospital and couldn't even walk ( someone had to hold me up) for balance. I was so weak from not eating. :( I cried desperately in his hands, (my doc is a close friend of the family's) I told him Please help me..I feel Im dying! He said Come to my office on New years eve and I will do all the blood work and put you on celexa. He said my serotonin level may have dropped and needed to be corrected. I DIDNT want to go on another SSRI, but when You are at the end of your rope and you feel you are dying you will do ANYTHING to get better! So he gave me a shot of Ativan and that took care of my headaches for 2 days! :) I was happy. Then when I started the Celexa, all my headaches went away like majic!! I was soooooooooooooooooooo RELIEVED! OMG! He also put me back on klonipin 0.5 mgs, and celexa 10mgs. I had a great New Years Eve,,and I have been fine ever since. Now I made a decision to get off the Celexa because I don't want to be on these meds for long. So he got me slowly off Celexa. I am doing fine so far. I am still taking the klonipin, but eventually will taper off that also. I don't want to be taking these meds anymore. I'm just hoping that I will be okay off all these meds. I needed to do this for myself. And I am very dissapointed in my GP, she never helped me at ALL! And all the phychiatrists say "its not withdrawls"!! Which angered me more! How can these doctors give out these meds and not tell us about withdrawls?
I will write more later, fingers are tired of typing :)
ALoha
Oahu_Gal~
I ask only becuase I am concerend with your comment that these "zaps" should have stopped by now. Every day that passes, I get more concerend about this very odd "floating and zapping" sensation that I have throughout the day.
Thanks
ALoha~
Please continue to post here, with information on your progress. You could be helping out a lot of people, who may think they are the only ones with these problems, and are scared as much as you were. You may even be saving a life.
Toodles, and good luck to you all.
http://www.theroadback.org/index.htm
Insomnia. And these withdrawls have lasted up tp 2 months in the past after stopping I am going to tapper off 5 mg for 2 weeks than 2.5 for a week and Then stop. I feel determined so i well do it Good luck to all who are going through similar Feel free to Contact me if I can comfort your thoughts about what your feeling going through withdrawls Best of Luck everyone
Mike E
I'm 38 years old very good health, exercise 5 days/week, weight lift and cardio every session. I had taken Paxil for two years lost all cares in the world, gained a little weight, 165 up to 172, but lost most of my sex drive. After complaining to the Paxil sales incentified "Psych Dr." My family practitioner had prescribed Lexapro 20mg - was on it 2 years or so and was just weaned off slowly with a coctail of Wellbutrin and reduced dosage of Lexapro. I was done by mid February - I think the 15th or 16th. Had no problem with getting an erection while on these drugs, but had difficulty sustaining one to orgasm. Since quitting, I had a really disappointing episode - two weeks after quitting, during foreplay with my girlfriend the erection was OK, not the best, but during intercourse - I felt like I had spent my load and was going limp! That really ruined my confidence and made her feel like she wasn't arousing me talk about a depressant!
Prior to these meds, I could get a hard on like a 19 year old - only last a little longer due to experience, but whoa, this girl is hot, and yet I felt like an ice cube melting away. No matter what she or I did - it was gone.
Help me out ... was I expecting too much too soon, is this stuff still in my bloodstream? When will I be back to normal? Please Help??? I'm crazy about this girl, but don't want to have to switch from antidepressants to the blue V pills just to maintain an erection! Should I consult my doc this soon?
10mg of Lexapro March 2005 to Feb 2005. Feb 2005 til March 8, 15mg lexapro.. then quit cold turkey.
Had no problems getting an erection or reaching orgasm before taking the meds to deal with GAD/depression. Didnt have sex until Almost a year later, yea, long stretch without it I know! But anyway, I get an erection fine but have a hell of a time reaching orgasm even though my girlfriend is really attractive.
So I quit lexapro cold turkey, enter the withdrawal symptoms of brain shocks and sleeplessness. Yuck. At least now, I can orgasm like before without any problems, completely like before I ever took the ****.. that's my story. Maybe it's pyschological, maybe it's physical from the pills, who knows.
I have been searching and communicating in online chat forums of all sorts on this subject. I read so many desperate postings about people who have suffered and continue to suffer because of their meds.
There are SERIOUS side effects that people need to be aware BEFORE they get on these meds. That does not include being given an explanation in their medication box that consists of a 4-font, and one should not need a Ph.D to read about clinical trials on this information. (I was getting my Ph.D. in a social science the first time I was prescribed these things. When I asked my doctor some technical scientific information about the meds, he didnt know and had to look it up. I marveled at his lack of instant knowledge about this. But I should have been even more suspicious when he had a hard time reading the results that the company of the medication had published).
Also, there seems to be a common theme in that people complain that their doctor's overlooked this or that. For example, why would a doctor pre-scribe depression meds to a recovering alcoholic, especially without doing blood work or an ultra sound, when such prescriptions can further irritate or cause liver damage, some of which is irreversible? Then, there can be a high probability of alcohol relapse if the drugs make symptoms worse!!!
I do not mean to belittle these drugs. They must work for some because I have read quite a few success stories. But, FAR TOO MANY people are suffering, especially when they try to stop taking their antidepression meds. My *** if they are not habit forming. Otherwise, why the withdrawals?!?!?
Join me in the fight to make people, and organizations, aware of your story. I am putting together our stories for others like us and for those people who need to read them (like doctors, psychiatrists, etc.)
I am not here for profit. I am not here to make money. I can keep you name anonymous, or you can make up a handle (madashell, depressedinphoenix, helpmeinca, etc.) I just feel so angry that I think it is time our voices and complications are shared and heard! And, if I need to work around the clock to be the ambassador of our stuggles then so be it!!!
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I'm new here and thought I would post. I have been on Lexpro for two years now. I loved it in the beginning and thought it had made me such a better person. WRONG! Now that I am 20 pounds heavier, depressed, irritable, night sweats, nightmares, jerks when I'm sleeping and pretty much have the "don't give a d-mn" attitude, I have an appt. this week to try and wean myself off of this horrible drug! I was put on it for major panic attacks and not sleeping for 72 hours straight.
I'm ready to get back to halfway normal if I can. This is not the person that I know me to be.
Thanks everyone. I guess I'll try to come off it slower.
I have recently hit on some depression and anxiety, built up over the years for a variety of reasons. I am 57 and in the "Middle years of Life" so to speak. My internal med doc said to try Lexapro....he sees a lot of this with guys my age. He said the only real side effects are sexual function stuff. Oh, I thought, is that all? What!!!????. anywya, after a few days of really hard times getting out of bed in the a.m., I decideed to give it a try.
I am very drug-shy....even hating to take antihistimines or antiobiotics that I know make me sick.....the whole pharmacology thing scares me....look at the Vioxx deal....
so for me to do this was a big deal.
The first three days were the weirdest I have ever had in my life. I couldn't go to work, I would lay in the hallway, on the floor in the bed, in every bedroom in the house, pace the floor, felt like my chest was going to explode, but my heart rate was ok. thought I would go nuts with chills and agitation, had insomnia. thank God no one saw me, they would have put me away....about this time I would have WELCOMED some sexual side effects...I was about to knock it off when it started to moderate after about the 5th day, and by the 8th day,I was feeling less nuts and more able to function.
Prior to the med, I ached everywhere, legs back neck shoulders head........I came to find out it was probably the depression.....go to depressionhurts.com for more info on this....then ater the week from Hell, this moderated a bit. Still, I had the oddest buzzes in my brain, like a humming only you couldn't hear it......first one side then the other....
off and on for days....The brain getting realigned, getting a new wash job of seratonin? I guess so....still....very strange. I described it ot my kids,the older ones at least, and they got scared. so I quit talking to them about it.
(a work here about support. I have the best wife in the history of the world. she kicks my butt when I need it and is tender and loving about it.....I hope you all can have someone to be there for you as you go throught this stuff. It makes recovery and withdrawal, which comes next in my saga, so much more tolerable.)
so this all took place in late February. Oh yeah, my dosage was 10 mg. A counselor thought it might be too low, but said get used to it first. the doc, who wasn't all that concerned with my response to the med..."that could be the medication causing that".... duh...said to stay with the 10 for awhile, as did others who we talked to , saying that the med can take from 4 to 6 months before it really gets working full steam.
well after about 6 weeks, I was still feeling the anxiety, especially in the mornings....fear of the new day???? So I wondered if I needed to go up on the dose, or down or what. So I called doc,....and he leaves a message to go to 20mg. HUH?
Dude, I wanted to talk a bout this, not get more drugs. So, I decide to go to 15 for awhile. Bad move. the next day, I was wired, agitated, angry......goofy like when I first started, but not as bad, still not what I wanted......I tried it one more day, but decided this was not what I wanted. So I took nothing that night, and started on 5 for about two weeks. which brings me up to now.
I feel less anxious, almost no depressive episodes, and if they do come only for a short time. I guess I needed the med to get the juices and receptors and all that brain stuff reset....althougth I am not sure. Maybe I need to stay on longer, maybe I need to go back to 10, maybe I should start titrating soon, or at least after I have been on 5mg as long as I was on 10....about 6 weeks.
Not too happy with the doc.....he seemed to blow me off.
Still drug-wary....with Lexapro being relatively new, the jury is still out on long term damage, if any. Don't want to stay on it if I don't need to....get off as soon as I can...but how does one know if its too early....until one tries it out.
From what I hear and read, slow titration is the safest. Perseverance and persistence are key elements.
Healing takes time....lots of time....it didn't take me 6-8 weeks to get the ole noodle in a tangle....so I need to take it slow.
Feedback is welcome....anyone else in the same spot as I am?
God Bless anyone who has this happen to them. Remember that it is a chemical thing....you aint nuts.....and good for you for seeking help.
Later
Since being off the drug I noticed some withdrawal symptoms: I have been able to cry, I laugh more, I am less irritable, I have more patience, I have confidence in myself, sexually - now that it has been out of my system for 9 weeks - my sex drive is substantially increased and performance - absolutely amazing.
My new psych doc that I stopped seing in early Feb '06- because I no longer need one, said I do not need these drugs - she said I needed to get off of them - yes a doc told me that it is not helping me at all. There is nothing physically - or mentally wrong with me she said and then proceeded with a plan to wean me off of it. God Bless this woman - she was totally right!
If you are taking this med under the guise of a GP or psych - get a second opinion - talk to a counselor - be absolutely sure that you need this med because if you are taking it for temporary reasons as I thought I did - over the period of 4.5 years - you will feel more dead than alive, more miserable on it than off and trust me, you will regret your life that you missed being on it.
Peace to all of you, I really wish everyone well! Keep writing, without this blog, I would not have had the confidence to consider going without Lexapro, thank God I did.
I was just prescribed Lexapro by my GP last week. I've been on it for only 3 days and I feel horrible. I feel like my heart is going to beat out of my chest, I have a tingly feeling throughout my body, I haven't slept in those three nights, I get panic attacks and can't go to work (I'm a teacher). Is this normal? I feel afraid to leave the house? Since I've only been on it for three days, can I quit cold turkey?
Help!
crysty
Still, it is better to be tired than wired at this point...
Persevere....I have been praying to the Holy Spirit for courage.....when all else fails, we always have a higher power....
I am looking into TaiChi as an assist throughout this time, and if it looks good, as a life long activity.....check out TaiChi for Busy People by Dr. Ken Jeffrey...he is a vet, but so what.....he is a well schooled practicioner of the exercises, and has a very good way about him....
Hang in there all you "Lexapro no longer taaaakers" (sung to the tune of the Bud Light commercial).........
try to keep smiling.....this will pass, just don't know when......
I am so much more myself than I was two weeks ago when I stopped. I also weaned down from 10 to 5 Mg......still having dreams but not the weird ones I had the first week off.......having the head swimming sensation less, and only an occasional "bug zapper" noise in the noggin.....an annoying jaw tightness and very slight teeth chattering continues...hope I haven't screwed up my neuro system for good.....
I am planning a nutritional program that includes lowered sodium (called DASH diet, look it up if you have HBP), increased omega 3 foods, caffeine withdrawal, foods and exercise to increase serotonin and melatonin naturally without supplements, and am starting Tai Chi....it is very cool, and holds great potential to keep the system in balance.
Also I am smiling more...making myself do "BIG grin" as much as possible.....it releases endorphins and really does help....careful where you do this, tho, as some may think you are hallucinating......
Suggest anyone who is in this same boat look up serotonin deficiency syndrome, melatonin, tryptophan, and smiling as a biochemical tool to balance the system on
his crazy but sometimes wonderful world wide web........
good luck and keep posting.....as I will.
May God Bless You in your effort.....keep us updated.
Three weeks and counting everyday forward. Symptoms include dizziness from time to time, but the most annoying that is left is the tickling in my lower legs when I am laying down. Anyone else have that?
Confirming the best however, my sex drive is back and I am preferring the natural endorphins that are released vs. the drug.
I have modified my diet as well. I have had Cholesterol on the higher side. I have cut way back on foods that had Legs at one point, now drink mostly soy milk and have been eating lots of veggies and fruits.
So far, not too anxiety riddled. Keep your fingers crossed.
For high cholesterol, you might want to get walking....start at 10 minutes a day, do it a couple of times a day, move it up 5 minutes each week, or when you feel like you can push yourself a bit. My goal is to get to 45-60 minutes of continous walking.... and it doesn't have to be with a lot of speed, or any special technique, or on a treadmill or outside or at the mall or in a gym...it can be around your house, using the basement or second floor steps,....whatever gets you moving.... and you can do 15-20 min in the morning and another session in the evening.....like the creature who is the king of the island in "Madagascar" said....."I like to move it,move it.....I like to move it, move it"........weight loss of 10 lbs. can help cholesterol, lower BP, lower triglicerydes, and exercise really helps the HDL, which can help your overall ratio for cholesterol measures.
Also, look into the DASH diet....it is for dietary control of high blood pressure, but the eating plan is easy to follow, and it is heart healthy as well.....it puts limits on sodium intake, but allows foods in all categories.....
Maybe check out yoga or tai chi, good ways to include the whole mind/body in promoting your wellness.
All of this can be found on the good old www.
Blessings and take care.
Iāll begin by telling you all that my doctor quit the practice ā no, Iāll start by giving you the name of the practice.
Chopra, Gobinder, MD
3201 S Maryland Pkwy Ste 314
Las Vegas, NV 89109-2425
Phone: (702) 796-8500
So as I was saying, my doctor quit the practice. I was not made aware of this until I showed up at my next appointment and was informed Iād be seeing Dr.Christopher Miford. I can only speculate how much time Dr. Miford spent studying my records but after I told him Lexapro did not seem to be helping, he said he would like to try a different medication and wrote me up a prescription.
As I was exiting, I asked the receptionist/assistant if she could check with the doctor to see if I need to decrease the Lexapro or just stop taking it because Dr. Miford did not specify, he had only told me I would take this new prescription instead. Moments later the doctor was in the hallway behind me and told me to just stop taking it. I said are you sure I donāt need to gradually decrease the dosage, to which he said no, just stop taking it.
Well here I am and needless to say I am suffering from most of the same side effects as you all. Iām really upset that there are clinics out there who employ physicians that seem to be totally ignorant about the drugs they prescribe. It seems doctors are no longer in the business of helping peopleā¦just the business of making money. They get there patients in and out as quickly as possible and are far too impersonal.
The real ticker offerā¦I called the clinic and told them about the weird sensations I was experiencing ā¦of course I didnāt get to talk to a real personā¦just an answering machine. At this time it did not know the brain zaps were the side effects of Lexapro. It took 5 hours for someone to return my call. All they had to say was quit taking the new drug and that the doctor would call me the next morning because my records were at the other office. I ended up having to call them back the next day because I didnāt hear from anybody and it was getting close to closing time. Dr. Mifordās assistant asked if I sought medical attention, and I told her that was what I was trying to do. She said no, have you been to the hospital. I told her no, you told me I would hear back from the doctor today. She said that the doctor wanted me to seek medical attention. I said that you didnāt tell me that last time we talked, and judging by the fact that I called yesterday morning and didnāt hear back until many hours later, and the fact that no one even bothered to call me back today, it didnāt seem you guys felt it was an urgent matter. She then set me up an appointment for the next morning to come in and get checked out.
That next morning is when I found this forum and many others like it. I called the clinic and got the answering machine of course, and informed then I would no longer be using their practice and I would not be seeing Dr. Miford today or ever.
I opened my mail today and found that they are charging me $50.00 for a no-show. I am in disbelief. Letās see one of them quit Lexapro 20mg and get behind the wheel of a car. What is this world coming to?
By the way ā the business card says Christopher Miford, MDā¦but when I asked for him on the phone they corrected me by saying āDr. Milford.ā