Hello-
I am a 37 year old male who has suffered from anxiety (GAD) and mild depression since 1987. I was on
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Zoloft 50mgs. I stayed on the
Zoloft, somewhat unchecked for 6 years. I have had counseling on and off (one year on, a few off etc) for the last 10 years.
My current situation is this: I hadn't had any anxiety attacks on the
Zoloft since 1998, and I had a
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A well know pharmacologist in our area did the following:
Stopped the Zoloft immediately. (this is after my GP told me to increase to 75mgs becasue of the anxiety attacks) When I increased the dosage to 75mgs, I noticed an immediate insomnia, nervousness and horrible dream problem. The the pharmacologist stopped the Zoloft immediately. I asked him about withdrawal, and he seemed to think that was no problem at all at 50 mgs, and definitely thought the Zoloft could be exacerbating my problems.
During this time (7 days) he had me taking 10mgs of Ambien, and Ativan as needed (up to 3 mgs a day), and I was only taking 1 mg of Ativan each day in two .5 dosage as neeeded. He wanted to do was get me "back to my 'old' anxious self" and then further diagnose the problem in a week. The anxiety attacks stopped, and I got a few nights sleep.
I have been off of Zoloft for 20 days. Still having these little "twitches" when I look far to the left or right. Not the full "zaps" people describe, but like my brain is "catching up" to what I am looking at. Dr. Says this will definitely pass. I am anxious about it.
After a week he said I looked and sounded better. He diagnosed me with Adult ADHD, which he alluded to in our first 1.5 hour session. He said no rush to start Strattera, I could take my time, but that is his recommendation. I haven't had any anxiety attacks since stopping the Zoloft, but I feel like I might be a bit depressed. I am going to work every day and working, and I have three kids, but I feel like "something" isn't quite right. I have "good days" and "bad days". I am concerned about taking Strattera. Not a fan of meds. I think I have ADHD based on his diagnosis, and the internet quizes I have taken.
Questions:
1. Is it normal to feel just a bit funky, or "blue" after stopping Zoloft after 6 years? Will the twitches stop?
2. If I have a tendancy towards mild/moderate depression, is it possible that taking an ADHD drug like Straterra could help my focus, mood, AND the depression?
3. Would you recommend starting the Strattera immediately, or giving my body a chance to get used to not being on Zoloft?
Sorry for the long question!
Thank you in advance!
I'm a fan of passion, as well; however, as passionate as both manias and depressions surely can be, I'd never recommend a steady diet of either. Funny, the prejudices of docs on one side or another--and of patients, too. Back when I was still fighting what I thought was the good fight (so determined! so righteous! so misguidedly passionate!) against medication, I interviewed the head doc at our community hospital's behavioral medicine unit, with an eye toward asking him what *else* might work. Did we really have to throw a pill at everything, I wondered? Mightn't we consider, say, attention to diet, exercise, meditation, spirituality, music, dance, aromatherapy, massage, and whatever other alternative approach might lead to health. "Nope," he said, "nope, nope, nope." He believed very strongly in the power of medication to turn the tide in relapsing illnesses of long standing. Oh, how I resisted the very notion of that! How terribly narrow-minded I thought him. Such a Johnny one note wielding his presciption pad like some sword of deliverance. Now, I really think the best thing is somewhere in the middle. If meds can pave the way toward more life-giving (if somewhat less dramatically soaring and crashing) passions, then I'm all for them. It's silly to resist for the sake of resisting, or out of fear, especially since those fears are often unfounded. My remaining prejudice, I confess, is mostly against talking cures of various sorts. It takes an extraordinarily sensitive and intelligent person to be really good at that. I often think I'd really rather opt for Wellbutrin, a good old dog with sympathetic eyes, a nice fat book to disappear into, and maybe, in winter, a blazing fire and a nice cup of tea than an hour chatting about things that cannot, in any case, be materially altered by discussing them. The dog, the fire, the book--those are respite enough, and when combined with the medication I fought so hard against, really make a life of non-destructive passion possible.