Hi I have been having bad thoughts that will not go away. I don't want this thoughts there violet and they come to me for no reason at all do you know want this could be i don't want to take meds because i think it can make them worst and some days I think I'm going crazy i really just want them to go away like when ever i get happy they come to me and it makes me really
sadDepression i just need some one to tell me whats going on
I think maybe because there is stuff that you don't want to look at in your own life. When the stress, etc builds I think the thoughts tend to become more negative/ more violent. I could be wrong.
Medication could possibly help you manage them better. It may or may not cause them to get worse.
I would possibly encourage you to see a therapist to help you work out what is going on.
I have no doubt though that the doctor will be able to sum it all up in about one sentence.
I hope you get your answer.
I had to ask a Church minister to pray with me and that helped.
I also asked for Holy Water from the Catholic Church. You put a drop on your forehead and then do the sign of the cross over your heart [in the name of the Father , the Son and the Holy Spirit] and ask to be blessed. Most of my troubles are gone since then. I have some faith in Jesus.