DJ,
It is never o.k. to be having thoughts of
suicideSuicide and suicidal behavior regardless of the situation.
Zoloft may be helpful in this situation if it is appropriate. If you are having strong thoughts of acting on these thoughts then you need to go to the E.R. immediately or see your psychiatrist immediately for treatment. Please keep in mind that this forum is not intended as a crisis intervention but rather as an educational experience. I hope this was helpful.
Sincerely,
HFHS MD-JM