Isn't It Ironinc?

We women struggling out there go through life trying to not look around and see the beautiful babies and the many pregnant women we are constantly surrounded with. Well today i just felt like i was getting picked on by the devil himself! I went to church and almost every single announcement for the opening service announcements were announcing the birth of a baby, praying for two women that were currently in labor, and thanking God for a church family making it safely back from california (where they were stationed) with their beautiful new addition! Ugh! as if that wasn't enough i get up to go to the bathroom in the middle of the service and a woman in our church who just announced to everyone she was pregnant a couple weeks earlier was puking up her guts in the bathroom! It was like a joke- i couldn't get away from all this baby stuff! As soon as church was out me and my husband always socialize with our friends from the congragation. Well today i couldn't even get a chance to talk to my friend Sarah because she had a crowd of women awwwwing over her baby bump and how cute she looked. It was just sickening! I have been trying soo hard to stop being depressed but today was just the last straw- i got home and almost broke down into tears. Im so happy for each and every one of those women but today i just couldn't stand being around all of that anymore. Man i just need a vacation lol!

[rebel5]

Im sorry you were sad, its hard when you are struggling i understand, unfortunately in life people know what to say in happy occasions but not in sad situiations such as loss.i think the holidays always make us look at what we dont have aswell.

I know you will get your child to love soon

[kgokgo]

I know its hard to stay positive in times like these, all we see is the negative side of things but maybe God was reminding you what he has got in store for you through these other people. I actually had to take my friend to hospital when she was having her baby whilst I was bleeding from the start of my m/c. My friend didn`t know I was m/c but I remember asking God if he was punishing me. I went back home and cried and prayed and when I went to see the baby a few hours later, all the jealousy had gone and I was actually happy for her.

Hope you will have your own announcement soon. Stay blessed.