Miscarriage at 17 weeks

[Bbjw]

I had a miscarriage recently. I was almost 20 weeks when I found out. Baby had been developing not right, stomach was too big and it was measuring 15 weeks. I heard the heart beat at 17 weeks so it was sometime after that. My son had also stopped developing around that stage when I was pregnant with him. With the one I lost I had ended up in the hospital because I was bleeding, not alot just a little, and a week later was the last time I heard the heart beat. I am so nervous to try again. The autopsy results all came back normal. Has anyone else had a similar experience? Hoping someone can ease my mind a bit about trying again. I have 2 kids already but with the issues with my son (not growing and then having a tumor in his liver) and now this one that I lost I am really scared about losing another one.