Drug is great but

Talking to myself:

Now that I have SOME energy back, the reality of being able to think shows me how much I was letting go by unattended.

Seems that those few times I said heck with it were more than just a few times.  So much work to do.  :( but yet :)

Simply doing the minimum has its price over time.  Now I feel the need to tackle what I was skipping and make up for it.  But, I know the reality is that I cannot and should expect to do so.

I have always been a "seeing big picture" type.  Lately, I have been the "just getting by" type.

Just looking at the directory on my computer makes me say s.h.i.t.  I would never have let the file system get so jumbled and filled with useless stuff.  I know it was because I could not care about it.  More important things like staying employed were in the way.

Now that I have a bit more brain power and a bit more energy I still have to put many things off.  Cannot do everything at once.  And besides being employed is still a bigger issue.  I have as many things at work to fix as I do in my stuff at home.

I know, break the tasks up into levels of importance and deal with the most important first.  Save the not so important for another time.  Hopefully, they will go away or I will have the means to deal with them.

yammer yammer yammer yamm

[gollie]

Hi Mcbcon:

Boy if I sure can identify with you!!  The last
six weeks here have been unbearable, trying
to get things, accomplished.
My MS dx has really put a cobosh on everything.

As far as my household, its unfortunet for me, as
I have always been such a perfectionist at it. I just
can never seem to really relax  and be at peace unless
evey dish is clean and all the floors are clean and all the
gardens weeded and all the bills paid ect........... and on and on.

I got so far behind after the dx and just getting over the knee
surgery, and still  trying to resolve the other MS symptoms.

Im finally on my way to catching up abit and now I just realized
its easter this weekend. I had to decline spending it with my
kids and grandson, because my head has been stuck in the sand
here with all this other stuff.  I cant believe im missing the holidays
because of all this.  
I am going to just start prioritislng, and not worrie if there are a
few dishes in the sink or the floors need cleaning, Because this
is the second holiday in a row, that I didnt even realise was upon
us.  due to dealing with all the new MS and med stuff.

I have only been dx  6 weeks now, and already missing out on
the family stuff.  Im so irritated about it.  well  no more lol.
from here on out the chores can wait. I refuse to miss anymore
holidays with family.  lol

I will get to it when I get to it, and learn to relax with it.      

P.S I left a couple comments on the art work your kids
did.  awsome.  I love art. big fan.            Gollie