Exhausted

Thank you all who responded to my letter last night! I took my meds and crashed last night and woke up around 3am. My cat is keeping me company right now! He's the coolest cat I have ever had the pleasure of living with! During my chemo days he always wss by my side in sickness and in health! He knows with in 8-12 hrs how my day will be whether he senses a migraine, sick day, pain day or just a not so hot feeling day! He's my medicine! He and my elderly dog of 15 yrs! I tell you my pets have been the best medicine!! I moved out here to Va 6yrs ago from Ks so going thru my cancer days of chemo was very difficult. 3 yrs ago on April fool's day I found out I had ovarian and uterine cancer. I was working PACU at the time and I had to go to work and tell everybody and was going to have to make job change. Shortlly after I started chemo my folks came out here for a week and a half and it was over July 4 we had plans to go to the Capital. But we had done so much prior to that I got run down and was very sick, so we stayed in that night and Dad grilled dinner! My dad has had a difficult time coming to grips with my cancer!  He has always been my rock and mom said he used to just cry at first. Now things are better but we all trying to grasp MS or whatever my "speed bumps " are.
I am wanting to back to school to finish a few more degrees so am checking some of the online classes now that chemo days are over!! Am not going to give in to whatever this is!
Welll am going to go back to bed its after 4am.
This group has been a lifeline! Cant get over the outpouring love from this group! and how a relief it is to be able to share info!! Thank you and God Bless!
Stephanie