I AM CRAZY

[justnew419]

So my Neuro hasn't got back to me still.  Now my GP wants me to go see a shrink and make sure i am not just imgaineing all this.  I said to set it up that's fine i go just so he knows i am not just going crazy.  I am so upset i thought i was really going to get an answer soon but guess what i am not i don't think.  Then i told my GP the funny funny girl i am that i think he needs his head checked to if he honestly belives i am not really feeling these horrible pains in my right arm that feel like i put my finger in a light socket for just split seconds and the ache in my wrist that slowly moves up my night. Or my first eposide where my legs had such weakness i can't put pressure on them for aleast 4 days. or hugs around my hips that make everything down feel like it's gone.  Or where i can't spell words learned 25 years ago or why when i walk into a room i wonder WHY THE HELL i am in this STINKEN room anyways.  I told people dont imagine **** like this.  None of this is what i want but ut's really here.  If i was imagineing i would up north in a cottage with my familyy and friends lovin life or in disney with myy little man enjoying ever minute of it... NOt this

Anyways just need to vent   was typingh fast i hope it makes sense

Michelle

[justnew419]

great idea :)  LOL

[jumpinjiminy]

I still think the best way to play this is reverse psychology. :-D

[FerretDancer]

(I don't want MS either!) Good idea to go to a neurologist who specializes in MS - not all neurologists have a background or experience in this area.

[justnew419]

thanks so much !!! it helps to hear someone else going through it. well not for you but a friend along the way.  

I am from Ontario Canada i am actually considering calling the MS client in toronto to see if they can suggest someone i can see that specializes in MS.  I don't want MS or anything that even minic's it.  I just want to know what the hell is going on with me and if this is my normal

Michelle

[torikat32]

hi i had my shrink exam a few weeks ago and its all clear which I knew it would be and I really feel like going back to the neuro and shoving the paperwork in his face with a few choice words but I wont I found a new neuro saw her today and she is great no answers yet but she is getting there. even the shrink put in his report he thinks I have ms so keeping my fingers crossed that this new one will figure things out . so get evaluated and then you will have proof and actually I felt vindicated when I got my results even though I knew it was going to be fine.\

best of luck
Kat

[Lulu54]

you are not crazy - but having these symptoms will make you feel like you are!!  Good luck with the next steps.

[justnew419]

It's my GP that thinks that not my neuro she is still beleiving she is on the right track with MS.  I will take your advise and for sure go see the Shrink then it's off the table.  And we can get back to business and back on the right track and find out what is really really going on.

Thanks again :)  
At least i know i am not crazy and feeling stuff that is not there

MIchelle

[Lulu54]

Michelle, it all makes perfect sense to us.  Many people around here have been told it's in their head.  The best cure for that crap is to go have the shrink evaluate you and then bring the report that says you have nothing mentally wrong back to the neurologist as proof.  

Unfortunately once they think it might be a mental issue, that is next to impossible to get off your record until you get that evaluation.

I am so sorry to hear you are going through this.  It really $ucks. Come back and vent anytime you want - there are lots of people here who understand it all too well.

Lulu