Is this ANOTHER flare/ DR. DWI appt. Fri morning.

So, I'm only one day away from graduation. And I feel that awful ovewhelming tiredness and weakness. It's hard to explain but when I feel it it's just there, and it say "FLARE!".

For me, a flare is when old symptoms return,  current symptoms become much worse, and new symptoms surface. I'm having moving my arms tonight and I hope by morning I'm not a "basket case".... unable to move my arms or legs. I dread this.

It's been 39 days since my last flare. It's been averaging a little over a month inbetween them since they started with a vengence in April. I just wish anyone could tell me what is happening to me.

Tomorrow I go and see Dr. DWI (Deal With It) for the last time. I'm changing insurance next month and he won't be covered.... so I have a new Neurologist set up... and I can't get in until the end of November. I just wonder what he will say tomorrow. I seriously hope I don't loose it and yell at him. That probably wouldn't help anything.... except release all my frustration of his lack of testing.

I will be going on vacation next week for a while to the Smoky mountains with the family. That will be a challenge, but we have a wheel-chair and booked motels that are handicapped accessible. I'm excited!! Please, pray that I stay well enough to enjoy those weeks of vacation with my family without any terrible flare-ups.

Think of me if you can.... and feel free to msg. me, I'll be around this week-end yet and I'll try to check my e-mail while I'm gone. I'd miss ya'll to much if I didn't.
~Sunnytoday~

[Lulu54]

Enjoy your time away and I'll hope that vacation will be stress and flare free for you - just the change of scenery and routine always does me so much good.

Be well,
Laura

[LLWB]

Congratulations of graduating! I'll bet your family is very proud of you. Enjoy your vacation. As Laura said, getting away, and letting go of all the stress will be so good for you.

Hugs & Prayers, Maggie

[sllowe]

You enjoy every moment of that Graduation! Woo Hoo! Good for you!

I hope you have a flareless day for it.

Thinking of you, be safe on vaca!

-Shelly