Not in a good place

[MCBCON]

I want to join you all in sharing with Rita right now.  But, I just cannot.

More in that dark plqce that spastic tells about in her poem.  I want to think thqt I can be giving and supportive when really all I can feel like saying is too dqmn bad.

I know I want to call me an idiot too.

You are all kind.  Right now I am not that way.  And I hate being q whiney qsshole.

Forgive me.

[MCBCON]

Michael

[Momzilla]

Silly McMe!

[ELT]

You have it wrong, it's not Happy Hour, it's MC Happy Hour, LOL.  

Erica

[Momzilla]

And everyone else:

Why didn't someone tell ME it was Happy Hour?

McZ*

[Momzilla]

Sorry, guys!  MCBCON will always be McBacon to me, until he divulges another name.  He makes me hungry, too!  I'm on a self-imposed diet right now.  Had butternut squash soup for lunch.....Sigh...could go for anything with bacon in it!  Even McDonald's, I think!

McB~I remember you spoke to your doc about your newest symptoms.  Did he/she treat you?  Sorry you're feeling poopy.

I get a twitchy eye like crazy lately.  And, you may have read that when I wake up in the night, my left eye does not want to open.  I have to really TRY hard to lift my eyebrow to open it.  During the day, both my upper and lower lids battle to see which twitches better.  I am one sexy gal, let me tell you.

Anyway, I am not diagnosed, as you know, but wanted to share that special side of me with you all.  

McB~ You know I'm in dreary Michigan, too.  The tulips will be here pretty soon.  We must hang on.  Are you sinking into depression, do you think?  Are you taking medication for that?  I thought you were.  Perhaps you need to speak to your doc about the dosage.

Hang in there, neighbor!  We'll make it through to a lovely MI spring!

McZilla*

[ELT]

And I've been trying sooo very hard not to type MCBACON in the "To" section.  LOL

Erica

[doublevision1]

MCBCON:  "Bringing home the McBacon."   I love it.

Zilla:  every time you call him that you make me crave a Quarter Pounder, but with my double vision I cannot drive myself to the drive-thru.  Sigh......

:)

db1

[Nerve_Wrecked]

I'm having a Brown Cow later (Kahlua and Milk incase you hadn't heard of it) I'll pour one for you if you like!

I hope your spirits are lifted soon, and your exhaustion dissipitates, and you start feeling semi-decent!

Christine

[kitten o]

HAVE THAT BEER.
I AM GOING FOR THE SAME THING
IN ABOUT AN HOUR.
CHEERS TO YOU!  
KITT

[ELT]

Been there, done that, lots.  I drop stuff, drool stuff, trip over stuff, say something completely different than what I mean, listen to a whole conversation, paying attention, mind, and then have to ask what we were talking about.  LOL

When I stumble around the house like the town drunk, and my leg buckles under me when I walk, the bf sings, "dosey doe, and we're dancing, again", while dancing a little jig, LOL.  I've peed my pants in front of this man, on more than one occasion.  Had grand mal seizures in my sleep, next to him in bed, every two weeks for three years.  At least one sometimes two or three a night.  

There's more, but I forget.  LOL  Oh, and, on my ms chat site I visit, my friends started calling me "OBLIVIOUS GIRL", cause, I cant remember s***.  LOL

But, it's sunny outside, and, like I said, I'm enjoying a beer,  :) :)

My eyelid has calmed it's twitching down, shhhhh, don't encourage it.  

Erica

[MCBCON]

My eye keep twitching, my hands do not do whqt I wqnt them to do.

had grapes in my lunch bqg todqy.  had to give them away, to difficult to get to my mouth without dropping them.  every other one hit the floor.  ****.

[ELT]

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!  A warm beach??  Some margarita, maybe???

Erica

[Heather3418]

Spring is right around the corner and these cold, grey days of winter will soon be a thing of the past...at least until next year.

A warm beach and ocean waves sound great....

Heather McC

[MCBCON]

being the one responsible for bring home the McBacon is getting very difficult.  Just so tired.

[MCBCON]

Just tired and feel like bithcing.  Actually, I think I need to sit on a warm beach and listen to the waves coming in for a few hours.  The winter is rather long this year.

Even if that is not true it sounds good.

[Momzilla]

Yes, what's up, McBacon?

Why do you feel the way you do?

Zilla*

[MCBCON]

:)

[Heather3418]

I am worried about the dark place that you are in.  What can I do to help?  


Big HUGSSSS maybe?  I'm sure my sweetie wouldn't mind, since it's "cyber-hugs."
Heather

[ELT]

Phew, I took my time, typed slowly, and "VOILA", I spelled it right, without editing!!!  :)  Don't feel forced to fake the way you feel.  I find I don't trust insincere people much.  If you feel like ****, you feel like ****.  You're allowed.  I feel like **** lots, and when I REALLY feel like ****, I'll start bitching, just you wait and see.  LOL  

I have been fortunate enough to be on the receiving end of lots of friendly chit chat and stuff in the last couple of days.  It's been nice.  So I'm in good spirits.  

I'm very sorry that you don't feel so hot, yourself.  What do you like to do?  Anything you can do to make yourself feel better?

I'm having a beer at the moment, it's making me feel better. :)  

I have dinner ready to go on, said bugger the gym and the house cleaning, so, now I sit on my lazy ***, letting it expand, instead of having gone to the gym.  sigh.  But, I had good reason to stay home.  My excuse, and I'm sticking to it.  :)

I hope you get past feeling rough, soon.  If not, maybe a call to your doc?

Or just sit here and watch what we type, :)

Erica