I have been suffering with pelvic pain and pain down my legs for 4 years now. I have seen several doctors and I seem to go in circles. Every doctor I see has referred me to a specialist I have already seen. But more importantly, the pain I am experiencing is so intense at times that it is absolutely unbearable. I would describe this pain as a 10 on a pain scale. It is so severe that I would give anything for it to go away. Fortunately, my pain is episodic so I know eventually it will go away, even if it doesn’t feel like it at the time. I have many pain episodes throughout the day which are less severe, but I would say the majority of them are no less than a 6 on a pain scale. It is still quite painful but I have been dealing with it for so long that I have learned to appear that I am in less pain than I actually am. This pain I am experiencing has disrupted all aspects of my life.
The following is the account of how my symptoms progressed chronologically from the best I can remember. Some of these symptoms may or may not be related to each other. It mainly focuses on the pain, because the constant on and off tingling of my hands, feet, and calves is completely bearable compared to the pain.
About 4 years ago I developed a dull ache in my rectum that was on the left side. The pain would only last a couple minutes to a half an hour at the most and I would have about two episodes a day. Over the course of a year the problem gradually got worse. Not only did the intensity of the pain get severely worse, but the pain spread to other areas in my pelvic region and the episodes became much more frequent (anywhere from 3 a day to about 85 a day) and lasted anywhere from 2 minutes to an hour. The pain became very intense behind my tailbone, behind my left ilium, and also on the left side of my abdomen, in the area near my left ovary.
After dealing with the pain for a year and not being able to handle the intensity of the pain episodes, I finally went to the hospital. They did blood work and a pelvic exam. My blood work and test results came back fine. I was released with “pain of unknown origin.” I was told to come back if the pain came back. This was highly discouraging since I had had the pain for a year and it ALWAYS came back.
I followed up with my primary care whom ordered an ultrasound of my pelvis and kidneys. The ultrasound only showed a very small cyst on my right ovary. At this point in time I had absolutely no pain on the right side. All my pain was on the left side, with the exception of my tailbone. The cyst did not seem to be the culprit.
Over the following three years, I got much worse. About 2 years into the pain, I developed severe pain in my bladder.. I still had pain in all the other areas I had previously mentioned, but the intense bladder pain was new. Sometimes I would only have pain in my bladder, sometimes just the tail bone, sometimes just my left side, sometimes just in my left ilium and sometimes it was in all places at once and other times it would be in different combinations of the areas. I went back to my doctor and informed her about the bladder pain. She told me to see an urologist.
About six months later I started getting severe pain running down both my legs. I also started to develop other symptoms. Tingling in my hands and both feet and calves. Severe fatigue at times where I would get tired just washing my hair or putting clothes in the dryer. I could not deal with any type of heat. Standing next to the stove top or a running copying machine would make me feel that cognitively I could not function. I could not make a clear thought in my mind, could couldn’t even speak without stuttering, it’s hard to describe but I felt like my brain wasn’t functioning right. I would turn bright red, I could not cool down and it seemed like some sort of heat stroke even from the smallest bit of heat exposure. I noticed that when I was exposed to heat, that the pin and needles feeling I would get in my hands and legs would always happen. One day, I was driving home from work and my car air conditioning broke, I began to feel tingling in my pinky fingers and started feeling odd so I started to pull over. At first my hands started to contract and then my whole body started to tingle and then my whole body tensed up. I could not speak and could not even get out of my car. My hands were so severely, clamped up that I could not even grab the phone to call 911. I was able to pry my hand open and press send to call my last call. Slowly after about 15 min my hands untensed enough that I could make a call and speak clearly enough to get help.
I finally went and saw the urologist. I told him about all of my symptoms, including the tingling and my cognitive issues, which at this point included having major memory issues as well. I’m 34. At this point a new symptom developed which was that I felt a hot poker feeling the area of my pancreas and the pain was now developing on my right side. He told me he did not think that my issues were urological and thought I could have multiple sclerosis and referred me to a neurologist. He also gave me a prescription for Gabapentin.
I saw a neurologist and he looked in my eyes, checked my reflexes, had me hop on one foot and told me he did not think I had MS or anything neurological and told me it may be psychosomatic. He gave me a prescription for amitriptyline.It is hard for me to accept that all of my suffering is psychosomatic.
Over time, I was able to see a pattern with my pain. I never ever have my pain 2 days before I start menstruating, during the week of my period and a few days after. Also, my pain episodes do not have a clear cut pattern once they start happening. I seem to get them whenever….sitting, standing, walking, laying down, but, I have them slightly more frequently and intensely in the middle of the night, in the mornings, when I have transitioned from sitting to standing.
Because of the pattern with my menstrual cycle I decided to see a gynecologist. Could it me endometriosis? I saw the gynecologist and he told me he did not think I had endometriosis. He thought maybe I had myofascial pelvic pain syndrome. After pelvic examination, he determined that he did not think I had myofascial pelvic pain syndrome. He thought the urologist was correct in his Multiple Sclerosis suspicions, but if I already saw a neurologist then he said I should see a physical therapist. He prescribed me 800 mg ibuprofen and birth control.
I started taking the birth control and the week I started it was the only time I had my pain during the week of my period. It was just the first week and only this week since. Also, I noticed that after my period, when I would begin taking the pill it was always the following day I would be in pain again. Before I was on birth control, the days would vary from 2-4 after I stopped menstruating. Being on birth control I could almost exactly predict when I would and would not be in pain. Could hormones be influencing my pain? After being on birth control for a few months I decided to stop taking it. My first period not being on the pill, after I stopped menstruating, I did not have any pain for a full week. This was the longest I have been without pain, with the exception of the week I’m menstruating, in a very very long time. During this same week I had short sharp stabbing pains about 4 times during this same week near my tailbone and vaginal area, also I had an electric shock feeling up my left leg coupled with my leg giving out when I would try to get out of bed or off the couch.
I am seeing a new primary care on March 7th if I can make it till then. I am just afraid this cycle will continue and I will have no relief, no diagnosis, and no hope in sight.
Thank you for reading if you made it to the end!