Dear Doctors:
I hope you will tolerate this question - I feel it is valid and I have been trying to get on here for YEARS!
I have had a "
fasciculationMuscle twitching syndrome" for app. 4 years. It started with a burning neuropathic pain running down my left arm, left-sided otalgia (stabbing), and strange water-droplet sensations on my calves. At this time I also developed oral sores of all varieties, which I had never had before. I felt "viral." I was 35 years old at the time, sleep-deprived, stressed after the birth of my 3rd child. I had enjoyed
perfectPerfect choice physical and psychiatric health my entire life.
This continued for a year - off and on. The following
SummerSummers eve anti-itch I had a migraine which has been labelled "
acuteAcute bilateral obstructive uropathy
Acute bronchitis
Acute cerebellar ataxia
Acute cholecystitis (gallstones)
Acute cytomegalovirus (cmv) infection
Acute gouty arthritis
Acute hiv infection
Acute kidney failure
Acute lymphocytic leukemia (all)
Acute lymphocytic leukemia - photomicrograph
Acute pancreatitis cortical insult." This included
visualVisual acuity test disturbances. The worst was over in a week. I continue, however, to live with sporadic low grade
visualVisual acuity test disturbance (floaters, photophobia, dryness). During this migraine I got calf twitches. These twitches persisted 5 mos. when they spread systemically -- widespread, diffuse, continuous. Soon thereafter, I began to have cramping, nerve pain, parasthesias, dysthesias, subjective weakness, you name it I experienced it. And now, 4 years later, I still experience a lower grade version of all the above-mentioned symptoms.
It (the diagnosis of benign fascics) has been hell on me and my entire family. I cannot believe I have a condition which is this pesistent, this chronic, this incurable! I suppose the good news, if there is any, is that I won't die from this. But that doesn't diminish the amount of suffering that is entailed with these types of syndromes. And to have absolutely no answers is particularly difficult as you can't even label it.
I, like others, have had normal EMG, MRI, and bloodwork. I know they have tested numerous times for autoimmune illness including Lupus and Sjogren's. My neuro exam (I could do it in my sleep at this point) is normal.
If you have any ideas they would be most welcome. I have seen probably ever doctor possible (ENT, neuromuscular, neurologist, rheumatologist, oral pathologists, infectious disease, among others) searching for answers. I don't understand how one can have SO MANY SX and yet all tests are normal? How can we have symptoms of a peripheral neuropathy or sensory neuropathy without actually having a neuropathy? Could this be a bizarre Guillan Barre aberrant? Could there be an underlying pathogen at work here which still has not been identified?
Thank goodness I had been married 10 years when this struck and my husband can testify that I am not a "whiner," and that I am not making this up. Many of us get accused of doing this to ourselves by "focusing too much" on the symptoms, etc. Stress, fatigue, and acute illness do worsen my symptoms, but they do for many conditions, not just neurological. For some reason neurology patients frequently get labelled "neurotic" I have noticed. And I am not obssessing on ALS as some with these twitchers do. Reassurance that it is not ALS is not what I am looking for. Whatever this is is bad enough in and of itself.
There is a strong need, I believe, for neurologists to begin paring up with other types of doctors (this seems to be an emerging field - i.e. neurovirologists) in order to come to answers to these "mysterious" syndromes. Doctors on this forum frequently say that fasciculations often/usually resolve, but I ask on what are you basing that? There are many who report twitches (when I say twitches I speak of the entire spectrum of symptoms) of 10, 20 + years and precious few who speak of cessation. Many do report improvement, however.
Thank you very much for responding and providing the community with this service.
Respectfully yours, Maureen McLaughlin, Dipl. Ac, NCCAOM
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I can surely sympathize with you regarding a "normal" neurological exam. I have mainly had normal exams with my neuro except for a couple of visits. I have had symptoms for a little over a year and a half. I had mainly sensory problems to start with, but I developed weakness in 04/99. That weakness comes and goes, but being an active person myself, I can tell the difference in my body. I now have the same feeling in mopping the floor as in mowing the whole yard. I developed so many symptoms, too many to list, most come and go. That includes twitches. I still get them, but they are not that bad. I really don't think it makes a difference if you have positive bloodwork or negative bloodwork in regards to a diagnosis. I have binding and blocking antibodies to myasthenia gravis, and a borderline sfemg. They discovered mediastinal/hilar lymphadenopathy in checking for a thymoma because my modulating antibodies were so high. My anti-hu, yo, ena series, myeloma, etc were all negative which I am thankful for. I have lost my gag reflex and I developed coughing/choking in 06/99. I still have twitches in my toes, shoulders, neck, back you name it, my right calf just ripples at times, but I have a radiculopathy in that leg. I have severe cramping in my lower legs and feet, for which I take baclofen. I am not taking any medications for mg, not even a trial dose. I have to have faith in my doctor at Chapel Hill, which is a very established hospital for MG. Their reasoning is that the medication may mask other symptoms I have, and they do not want to mis-diagnose me. I must respect that. I also wish that the doctors could appreciate the stress and frustration from a patient's standpoint, and the fear of the unknown. So I must have follow-ups until they re-do the sfemg every two months, and I will be going to a pulmonologist for the lymadenopathy in my lungs.
I guess what I am trying to say is that Neurology is not an exact science. So many symptoms interact with so many illnesses, it is hard to get a black and white picture of what is actually going on. Even though you may have positive tests, they still may not be able to diagnose you due to the clinical picture and/or symptoms. As my neuro said, we need to keep an eye on things and if an autoimmune process is happening, it will eventually show itself. These processes whether autoimmune or others have a very odd way of presenting themselves at times, and they are not always textbook. It took 9 years for my brother's MS to show up from the symptoms he had, including several cases of optic neuritis starting 7 years ago.
CCF Neuro MD
On direct questioning, he admits to first noticing twitching in his muscles when he was a college student 20 years ago. An EMG 7 years ago demonstrated fasiculations with no other pathological findings.
When I think about benign fasiculations, I think about rare or accassoinal fasics in the eye, arm or claf associated with fatigue, nicotine, caffine etc which are intermittant and isolated. Where can I learn more about "benign" fasciculations that are constant, plus 2 or 3 , generalized, as well as long lasting?
I am not aware of much information on benign fasciculations. After the negative MRI of the spine, maybe positive EMG with only finding of fasciculations and no other changes, and a normal neurological exam we usually label fasciculations as benign. In our practice, we see about 30% subsequent to a viral illness. A small percentage, very small have something on history that leads us to a mitochondrial disorder (e.g. recent NEJM article from the Columbia-Pres group) or glycogen storage disease type V.
Sorry, I'm not much of a help.
Sincerely,
CCF Neuro MD