I worked for 2 weeks with viral meningitis, and deteriorated to the point where I have no been placed on bedrest, antivirals,antibiotics,steroids, and meds for severe headache. My co-workers ran me into the ground with little or no regret. I made mistakes at work, and was VERY irritable (nice of them to tell me that to my face-nasty witches)After 2 weeks of meds and bedrest I am a little better, but very weak. I thought (and was told by a really LAME doctor) that I had a cluster migraine-I am no MD, but I am not as stupid as her). The nausea, vomiting, night sweats, blinding headaches, shivers, coughing,etc, etc are the most miserable symptoms/signs I have had in my adult life. MY doctor diagnosed me with 1)The FLU 2) a secondary bacti infex 3) viral meningitis. The last 2 weeks of work were horrible, and I was scared that something in my "thinking" had gone awry. I had become very confused, and disoriented. I am having trouble with my memory/tasking, and I cannot tell my employer this-what should I do? I am still ill, and fear going back to work, and that they will "kill me", just as before. I need my job, and while my boss has been great, I am frightened I have residual effects from this illness. Should I go to a shrink, or a neurologist. I am not recovered yet, and still clearly do not feel as sharp mentally or well enough to even go out. Is there a "safe" recovery time from this? And what do I tell my doctor about going back to work. We are a very busy hospital, and shortstaffed like most. I am new, so the older folks treat me badly b/c it's their hazing. I get really angry when I keep reading that viral meningitis is NOT SERIOUS- the hell it's NOT!!