confusion, panic, dizziness, eyes seem weird

[pgonk]

I really need help.  I'm 21 yrs old and when i was studying abroad i just felt gradually and gradually worse.  Feelings of confusion, panic, easily startled....and just feeling in a fog.  I was also very sick with something later on and ever since i feel 20x worse.    Now my eyes feel like they are crossed and when i talk to someone and look at them, it seems like my eyes get more and more blurry to where i have to look away.  Everything looks dull and it seems like my eyes can't focus to objects correctly.  Besides that, i'm always feeling confused and feelings of being in a fog...like everything around me is going on around me while im not there...occasionally i will get a twitch as well. I can't concentrate on anything nor think straight at all... I had a test that said i had mono but a long time ago(7months ago), but all my blood tests/sugar levels are fine according to doc's.  Now they are treating for depression and im on wellbutrin.  im pretty much at the point where i'm becoming suicidal b/c i can't take this anymore.  I used to love to run, read, and do so many things and i can't do anything anymore.  i've been like this since march and if i remain like this for much longer i cant take it anymore.....i have job interviews and all sorts of things right now.  Somebody help

[Tiffanyjane91]

such a relief to see that im not just the only 1 with these symptoms , some days i feel like im going mad, it all started nearly 5years ago i had taken my daughter to bed and got this really bad pain in my chest soo bad that it took my breath away i had to sit down and calm down as im made me panic i thought maybe i had pulled a muscle and tried to forget about it , the next day the pain started again and i went to my local out of hours doctors (im british by the way) he said it was just a pulled muscle he took my blood pressure and done all the normal checks and he said all was fine over the next few months and after visits to my local A&E , seeing doctor after doctor i had blood tests , ECG's and chest x-ray and nothing came up. i still got these pains but they wasint as bad but i was always panicky as to wether they were gonna flare up the doctors diagnosed me with anxiety and thought i was mad... i then started get such severe headaches they were making me sick and i felt so dizzy , after numerous trips to the doctors i went to A&E again with this hurrendous headache they looked at me as if i was going mad and one of the oncall doctors said if i cam back again they would section me , i was soo scared nearly 5 years on i still feel soo ill , i have headaches mainly at the back of my head 1 side sharp shooting pains , i get really tired eyes , i feel dizzy all the time like im on another planet , i applied to go back to college last year even though i felt soo ill i got through it and passed i applied to go back this year im on the course but just have no zest for life and just dont want to go ive now been offered a fantastic job but i just dont see the point if i feel like this im convienced i have a brain tumor i went back to the doctors soo upset i told him my fears and that id like an MRI but he refused and said its all in my head  ... i just want to get it sorted im scared of being on my own incase something happens to me , i wont go out on my own , i cant even walk into a supermarket on my own because i feel so ill like im going to pass out , really dont no what to do i feel like im going crazy!! considering going back to A&E and demanding a brain scan and not leaving untill i get 1!! i just need some piece of mind doesnt help as ive had a few people who i knew die from brain tumors in the last few years.. i cant go on like this anymore i have 2 gorgeous kids who needs there mum and wants to go on holiday with there mummy but im to scared that im going to drop dead :( it really is making me depressed i feel like im shouting from the top of my lungs and no-one is hear to help or listen to me.

[broski077]

Hey I've been going through the same things im always dissy and my head has loads of pressure and my mind just never seems to wanna et go of these feelings im having heck when I close my eyes I see weird pictures and shapes when my eyes are open I see pictures that look very real to me like its like im their I do things to calm my mind down like music sports things like that sometimes that won't work its sorta something you have to train yourself to so you know ur mind bc right now our minds are taking over and as of now its winning. Here's something else when you wasn't experiencing these spells and all. Wat you don't know is that the same things were happening to you when u were enjoying life and it didn't freak you out but now that these things are happening its scary to you but really its happened before. Al I have to say is cope with it don't use meds bc meds makes it worse in the long run and the way I see it you want it gone for good this is a job for u to do it on ur own make it go away. This may sound weird but I want you to love the feelings ur having the more u love it and enjoy it the less you worry about it.believe me

[lucasjones1]

I'm having all these symptoms aswell, thought I was the only one, I feel like nobody understands me when I try to explain, getting heart palpitations too

[Grummell]

Im going through it now. When im driving long distance i always fall into this daze or when im at work i'll find myself dazing into no where and its hard to stop. Im also geting bad anxiety attacks in meetings and crowded public places, especially when i think people are staring at me then its gets real bad because i think they notice im freaking out and it gets worse... All this tells me its got to be Anxiety Disorder of some sort. I have been mildly depressed the past few years but when i drink alcohol everything is fine until the next day when its even worse, its a horrible cycle. I have noticed that when i do finally get off my *** and do something physical and enjoyable im 10 times better. I think for me is Depression that leads to Anxiety that leads to more Depression...
I think the best therapy is a lifestyle change to eat healthy, exercise, and quit drinking alcohol... if that doesnt work then i'll just stay drunk...lol

[samiesamsam]

been haveing pain in my head but only on setain parts memory loss cofussion dizziness dnt know what to do im not my self what could it be??

[johnnyboy2013]

Hi everyone, my name is john and i just wanted to say i too have many of the symptoms as all of you. To me, the vision problems is the worst. some days are better than others. I have a question, did any of you start experiencing these symptoms after smoking weed? I believe its all just part of anxiety.