Please help me to understand about the stroke I had.I am 48 years old and suffered a massive CVA two years ago.The
clotBlood clots was in the midceberal artery and was very large.The CAT scan said it pushed aside "gray matter'.I lost the use of my left side, my
speechHearing or speech impairment - resources
Speech disorders, as well as bowel and bladder
controlControl
Control rx, drooled. I did receive TPA .My
recoveryRecovery position - series was slow and I spent months in physicial therapy, OT and
speechHearing or speech impairment - resources
Speech disorders.Two years later my motor activity has improved to the point I have movement, can walk,talk etc.It is very slow though in my movements. Fine motor co-ordination in my
handHand or foot spasms
Hand tremor is gone.I get tired easily.I have tried to push myself by volunteering weekly and at one point during the summer tried a full time work week at the voulnteer agency. Couldn't do it.I tried also to return to school and could not do it.I couldn't think fast enough.It felt like the words and thought wouldn't travel from the back of my brain forward. Needless to say it didn't last.My frustration tolerance is poor.I cry for no reason or loose my temper easily.
My question is will I ever return to my previous level of function?I was a master's prepared RN and ran large insurance department in managed care.I used to be able to do multi tasking
Also, how do you get people to see that there are somethings different about you when you look and sound OK but you know you really are not?
I just don't know what to expect anymore from this stroke or the recovery. Thanks for your help