you may remember me, i have posted 2 times before. i started twitching all over about 11 months ago after a long bout with health related anxiety. then my back went out real bad for weeks i could not walk w/out a cain. you where great and reassuring but now almost one year later i find myself still obsessed with the
fearFears and phobias of als. i went to the
nerveNerve biopsy
Nerve conduction velocity and muscle center of texas and saw dr. shabini 2 months into the twitches he did my exam all
normalNormal saline flush and did a needle emg for me so i would calm down it was
normalNormal saline flush except a few
fasciculationsMuscle twitching...went back 2 times over the past 6 months for follow up(not by his request)all
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i am very strong have worked out like mad for the past year to prove to myself i am strong.
i can bench press 300lbs, leg press over 5oolbs, can run 4 miles
and never feel weak...but the fasciculations in my calves are nonstop..milder than at the start but still nonstop,other spots come and go not for more than 3 or 4 days in duration.
now after a year i find myself back where i started..scared out of my mind .
CAN I PUT THE FEAR OF ALS BEHIND ME NOW?
HOW LONG MAY THE BENIGN TWITCHES LAST?WHY ARE THE CALVES 24/7 I READ LOTS OF OTHERS WITH BFS HAVE CALVES 24/7 FOR YEARS?
I READ IN YOUR OLD POSTS DRS TELLING OTHERS FASCICULATIONS WITHOUT WEAKNESS ARE ALWAYS NOT ALS,DO YOU AGREE?
I READ WITH A NORMAL EXAM AND NORMAL EMG YOU DO NOT HAVE ALS?
PLEASE HELP ME , AFTER A YEAR CAN I PUT THIS FEAR BEHIND ME AND GO ON WITH MY LIFE?,MY FAMILY NEEDS ME TO BUT I JUST HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO RID MYSELF OF THE FEAR.
THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOU .
i also saw dr.bob grossman at baylor at methodist , he is head of neurosurgery and chief of staff, he knows a lot about muscle type diseases also. saw dr howard deerman at baylor also all said bfs..
Yesterday while in dentist chair the back of my head became sore. I thought it was the headrest and told dentist it was uncomfortable, he said the other patients said it was very comfortable.
Anyway, last night laying on it, it hurt, today I still have the soreness. When I went for a nap the right side of my body ached and the left side had chills. Dentist said the novacaine wouldn't do this. Have any of you experienced anything like this?
I do have a lesion (poss stroke or MS) and epilepsy from it and abnormal exam, blah blah blah.
P.S. You find that cap-lock button yet, Concrete?
See ya around......