Hello! I have read a few articles to help you out, since I’m a very young HOCD sufferer myself. (It’s not a diagnosed symptom, it’s under view).
Anyways, sexuality in my belief is chosen! Some believe it is genetically coded into you.
I doubt the information you’ve obtained is wrong and has no creditibilty to it.
I myself am straight, and have been told that people of queer orientation find pleasure in these thoughts rather than anxiety and fear.
I don’t do any sexual things, whatsoever, so I’m not sure how that works? If you feel no attraction to the same sex then it’s all in your head.
Don’t ignore your thoughts, don’t answer them either.
Just come to terms with them, and if you really want to tell your thoughts that it’s ‘OCD, not me’.
I hope you feel better, and never look for reassurance in others when it comes to OCD.
OCD is wicked enough to trick you into enjoying these thoughts, so don’t be scared.
I’m of youth, so please excuse any illogical thinking you may see.
Cheers!
I can relate to your issue and felt the same way toward men but I have been with a few myself. I fear my desire for men that I have driven from childhood abuse. I have read about everyone is really bi but for you it could be that your fantasy being with a woman could be a symbol what you really want. Doesn't mean you really want to be with a woman but what a woman is representing. I just realized one of my fantasy had a deeper meaning behind it and now know why I had them. If you like what you are doing keep doing it and it don't have to go further than that.