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HOCD or GAY

I m  22 years old. 4 months ago I  was fine. during a cannabis smoking session, i thought i heard one of my friends saying that this guy (me) is attracted to boys. Just like that, I mean, I tried to ignore it at first but in my mind I started to worry that why was he thinking like this about me. I mean I have never ever engaged in homosexual thoughts let alone homosexual activity and although I admit i have never had sex but I have always fantasised about girls when masturbating. After this event, i overreacted and due to this I am suspected of being gay in my college.

I was a fun loving  happy go lucky guy before this who used to make fun of supposedly gay people in my college, now I have become the butt (literally ) of all jokes
PLEASe HELP me
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