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HOCD twisting everything :(

About a year ago, I know I drunkenly pecked my (female) friend, but the thing is I keep wondering was it more than a peck? I keep going back and forth. I can't even remember which time we were out it happened. I come to terms it was just a drunk 'proper' kiss and my OCD  says "what if it was the party where you weren't that drunk", and the cycle begins again. It doesn't sound like something I would do, but I can't trust that, I feel like I need evidence. Is this just the OCD twisting it into something it's not? My brain is just exhausted.
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Any advice? :(
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1699033 tn?1443113373
Hi Sophie...I believe I addressed this question in another post of yours?  If not, let me know.  Thanks...
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