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Has anybody else had this? HOCD

I accidentally watched lesbian porn. I remember question whether it was M/F or F/F. I saw that it was F/F and turned it off. Afterwards my brain said "what if it felt right and you weren't thinking of HOCD". It feels like my brain says this quite often, and as soon as my brain says this, I immediately forget whether or not I was. It's like my brain creates a gap in my memory, causing endless anxiety so that I spend ages looking back over it and trying to figure it out. Does this happen to anyone else?
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I reanalyze old encounters that were clearly arousing to me with females at the time to see if they will arouse me now alot
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I am a 23 year old males whos been worrying about this for years
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