Hi its me again and fortunately I have finally good news but I still have couple of questions.
I dont really know what to say about my HOCD but im doing so much better then ever. I still have compulsions and I sometimes feel anxious but they are part of this recovering.
But the questions...
I have had these dreams( two times) where are two men having sex and in the second time I got an erection. That scared me in the morning. Is that normal? Have you ever had those dreams? I didnt like that. Its like my head doesnt say anything and I dont have thoughts about it. I guess its a good thing because I wasnt disgusted and I didnt have thoughts. But there is a different when I see women in my dreams. In my dreams im always having sex with a woman and I Enjoy it much but when I have seen men im not doing anything. I just watch it. One morning I did something that I shouldnt have done. I thought a man and also I thought that im wanking him and so on. I felt so uncomftortable and I wasnt aroused at all. But Yeah the questions are in the middle so can you please answer to those?