you need therapy from a trained professional who does Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. Can you tell your parents that you need this help, and then have them check on the international obsessive compulsive website to find someone who can help you in your area?
Yeah I've read that before I also remember when I was young I would have irrational thoughts about dying like how I would die and when it would happen also when my dad was younger if he was feeling a certain way he would walk on the white lines of a road so is this OCD ?
Hi there...sorry for the delay. Don't pay attention to the yahoo forums because you are not talking to people that have OCD and it sounds like you have had other OCDish things going on in your life that would warrant this to be just an irrational thought. And of course couple that with the fact that you have always liked girls and I'm not seeing how you could be gay at all.
We don't wake up one day and become gay. We are born gay or we are not in my opinion. Here is a link to a good article by a guy his has OCD and is gay and I think it will help you tremendously.
http://www.brainphysics.com/yourenotgay.php
I found it to be very interesting. Give it a read over and then let me know what you think.