I'm going to a psychologist next week

[Sweetheartgirl]

I'm going next week and I'm really scared they gonna tell me I'm gay and it's not OCD and that I need to accept it, I'm scared that they'll think I'm in denial I'm so so scared. I'm scared I'm gonna have to be with a woman after the therapy I love my boyfriend I want everything to stay the way it's always been I'm terrified

[Sweetheartgirl]

She gave me a sheet and told me to write my feelings down when I do my exposure, she told me to touch the things that have been touched by gay people and ignore the anxiety and let my thoughts just be there as I was always anxious to touch things that have been touched by bi people

[JGF25]

Good advice.  I think you have the right doc.  :)  

[Sweetheartgirl]

I had my first cbt today she said that I'm straight and that it's impossible for me to anything other than that and my worries are just in my head. I feel so good

[JGF25]

That's great news.  You will continue to see her correct to really get the CBT down?  

[JGF25]

Don't be afraid.  It is all part of the process.  You need to go to therapy to get better and I promise you that they are not going to tell you you are gay.