I am 21 and went through the same thing for about 6 months I am now on prozac 40 mg and lamictal 75mg going up to 125mg over next 3 weeks . And it helped out so much i have had my share of good days and bad days& when I have a good day my bad days don't make sense and visa versa
Ok I did ignore them today still had the thought but it wasn't has bad! I'm pretty happy about that, But it's just still in the back of my head.
Yes...act like the thought is nothing to you...let it wash over you because the reality is it is this thought isn't real and cannot hurt you. Once you take the fear out of the thought, it will go away. Exercise does help as well so keep that up. Sometimes I think about panic attacks in the car and when I say to myself "who cares, bring it on so I can just be done with it" it doesn't come because I no longer fear them.
I'm going to ask him the nextt time I go in I believe its in week just got my refill today. So are you saying to act like I don't have the thoughts has if there not there? I feel better today, I noticed after I workout and ran today it didn't bother me that bad I still had like the thought of what I have going on with me but it didn't really bother me after words I just continued my routine for the day.
Hmmm...I'm not a doctor but it seems to me that something could be used in conjunction with Lamotrigine to help you. You can certainly ask.
The thing about CBT is that you have to practice it in order to become really good at it and when you are good at it, it does help.
Here is a good book that I read. You need to learn to let these thoughts go and self-coaching can help you. You need to get to a state of "whatever" where your mind "says" whatever it says but you just don't care anymore. If you mind says "you are gay" you respond with "Whatever" or "Enough." The more you sit there and analyze it, the longer it is going to stay around.
Self-coaching by Joseph Luciani
Has your doc ever added a benzo to help you calm down?
Plus Im afraid that after I beat this its going to come back are im never goin to be the same. it's ruined a relationship I had and I'm also afraid that if I get in a new one in going to feel wierd are some thing.
I'm on lamotrigine 25mg I take 3 every morning. My psychiatrist is prescribing it to me Iv been going to him for years and have been on different medications and have been on this for about 3 months. I haven't told anyone about having HOCD because im not gay and I don't want them to thing and look at me wired. Haven't even told by parents about it im afraid they wouldn't under stand the amount of stress and torment this gives me it's a living hell literally. I have tryed cognitive behavioral therapy but did not work at all. I was OCD free for years after I beat pulling my hair out I was free for like 5 years. But one day right out of the blue I started having these horrible thoughts and it literally made me sick at I would freak out and I quit my job because of it and stopped hanging out with friends even stopped watching tv. All I did is stay in my room and if someone came it to talk to me I would stress out and I would be extremely rude and it was all because of this I did not ask for any of this. I don't understand why these thoughts just came out of no where. Everyone would ask me if my brother was gay and it got to the point where It pissed me off and then I started to think if he's gay and I told my self I dont know how I would react if he was. So idk if thinking that triggered something in my brain are what.
Hi there. Sorry you are going through this. So who is prescribing your medication, what is it, and how long have you been on it? Have you ever learned cognitive behavioral therapy from a psychologist?