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Totally freaking out about hocd or not?
HELP HELP HELP This is my second post about this. But I'm a 13 year old girl and am not sure if I'm suffering hocd, or I'm gay in denial.
I had a comment on my last post saying "your body reacts. It's that feeling in your gut. You don't think about it when you're attracted to someone". Ever since then (this hasn't happened before), but I get butterflies/nerves in my stomach that I don't know if is forced or not. I haven't been boy obsessed for all my life but I know I have liked guys and thought about happy futures together with some.
Its also hard for me to get aroused by guys, but easy for girls. However I'm not sure if I actually get aroused since I am only young. When I think about relationships and being intimate with the same sex (girls) I get disgusted (no offence) but I also tingle down there. It's hard for that with a boy. However I like thinking about me with a guy. It just makes me happy.
It would help a lot for some advice as I have non stop fearful thoughts about this topic. It has changed my attitude. I'm so horrified!!
Is it hocd or me being gay/bi in denial?
I had a comment on my last post saying "your body reacts. It's that feeling in your gut. You don't think about it when you're attracted to someone". Ever since then (this hasn't happened before), but I get butterflies/nerves in my stomach that I don't know if is forced or not. I haven't been boy obsessed for all my life but I know I have liked guys and thought about happy futures together with some.
Its also hard for me to get aroused by guys, but easy for girls. However I'm not sure if I actually get aroused since I am only young. When I think about relationships and being intimate with the same sex (girls) I get disgusted (no offence) but I also tingle down there. It's hard for that with a boy. However I like thinking about me with a guy. It just makes me happy.
It would help a lot for some advice as I have non stop fearful thoughts about this topic. It has changed my attitude. I'm so horrified!!
Is it hocd or me being gay/bi in denial?
You should really keep your post to only one....you had a previous post. It doesn't help the forum to post the same thing twice. It gets confusing. JGF25
It now feels so different when I look at girls, like "oh no maybe I'm attracted to them". I went out with my friends today (a girl and a guy), and I kept on thinking "oh no maybe they will look at me and think I'm gay. I can't look at anyone otherwise they will think I'm gay. Oh no are they talking about me behind my back?!?!? Do they think I'm gay?!???". I'm really scared and confused. PLEASE HELP ME
It feels like it's all coming back to me now. My attraction for guys is back. However is this a sign for anything?! Freaking out right now help
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