all my ducks in a row.

Hi all,

Does anyone else have the compulsion to make things equal? I need balance in everything i do.

If i'm sitting at my desk at work with my computer in front of me i need the keyboard directly in front of the monitor. My desk phone is on the left and my handbag balances it in the same spot on the right hand side.
My mouse is on the right and my water bottle is on the left in the same place. I have a wall behind my screen and i have 12 photos on either side of the monitor all lined up perfectly.

I get upset if someone puts something on my desk without having something of the same shape/size on the oppisit side of the desk.

At home i have everything balanced and i can handle a little bit of chaos/un balance but if i have a panic/anxiety attack i run around the house and balance everything out again. I also clean from top to bottom and wash the sheets.

It drives my husband crazy but he thinks it's funny because all he has to do is move a few things and i clean the entire apartment.