Ok so I don't need an hiv test from the needle worries or the anal rape that I think happened to me?
Do u think none of this happened and it's just ocd and paranoia? Yes, OCD and paranoia.
Are u saying I'm at risk for thinking these things happened? Or do u think they didn't happen? I want to think logically
Thank you nursegirl for your comment. I don't live with him anymore I moved out yesterday because of my situation with him...all I want to know is some advice on what u think...I'm getting help with a therapist in a few days...do u think I had a risk for hiv at all from these events or do u think my mind is making it up? Do you believe I would wake up if I've been anally raped while passed out? Do u think none of this happened and it's just ocd and paranoia? My ads just hurt a lot after I woke and had a nightmare he was raping me. Thank you for responding
This is an ongoing pattern for you...worrying about people doing something to do that would place you at risk for HIV or other infectious disease. That's pretty irrational thinking.
You need to address this obsessive thinking with a professional. And, honestly, you've said countless times that you don't trust your roommate...and you worry about him injecting you with HIV+ blood and raping you anally while you sleep? WHY would you still be living with him if you continue to have these thoughts (even if they ARE irrational). It cannot be a comfortable environment to live in...especially after you ask him if he raped you anally, or injected you with something. That doesn't exactly foster any kind of decent relationship.
Hope you get the help you need. This has been going on far too long.
I really don't think it's anxiety it probably ! did Happen. I woke up with a sore anus and it hurt for three days discomfort pulsing feels like I got violated
Do you think I woulf wake up if I got butt raped in my sleep? My ******* hurts
We can't help with your anxiety. Try the anxiety forum or seek a therapist.
When I asked him he got all shifty eyed and laughed and tried to blow it off please ! someone help I'm really scared