this hocd is killing me i dont wanna be gay i miss thinking about girls and stuff like that i actually stock a pen into ma *** which i totally regret... i have this feeling to tell everybody that am gay dont know why but everybody.. when i see ma male friends my eyes just goes to their **** and am so sad and stuff that how would i be lloking at ma friends like that and am always scared around em not to jump on them and say i love you and start sexing them.. and am also scared that if a gay dude comes to me i would sex the guy which am totally scared of.. now i say i ont wanna be gay ma mind says o want to be have add this since last year november pls i need help and within this period have had sex with girls which its so cool and have masturbated to naked women... am so scared please i dont wanna be gay.. i dontttttttttttt
If you were truly gay, the urge to reject this lifestyle wouldn't be so strong. You are fighting the thoughts because you are not gay. As you can see, a lot of people suffer from HOCD so that ought to make you feel better. It is pretty common. A psychologist is really who you should be seeing but if that is not an option then please consider getting The OCD Workbook: Your guide to breaking free of OCD. You can order it online.
The Content on this Site is presented in a summary fashion, and is intended to be used for educational and entertainment purposes only. It is not intended to be and should not be interpreted as medical advice or a diagnosis of any health or fitness problem, condition or disease; or a recommendation for a specific test, doctor, care provider, procedure, treatment plan, product, or course of action. Med Help International, Inc. is not a medical or healthcare provider and your use of this Site does not create a doctor / patient relationship. We disclaim all responsibility for the professional qualifications and licensing of, and services provided by, any physician or other health providers posting on or otherwise referred to on this Site and/or any Third Party Site. Never disregard the medical advice of your physician or health professional, or delay in seeking such advice, because of something you read on this Site. We offer this Site AS IS and without any warranties. By using this Site you agree to the following Terms and Conditions. If you think you may have a medical emergency, call your physician or 911 immediately.