OCD?

My biggest Symptom would be
-thinking if I do or don't do a certain thing I will have my illness come back and the wrist would happen too me.
Example.
If I eat all the chicken on my plate I will get sick and have to go hospital :(
This is OCD isn't it.

[MichaelaThunberg]

I'd say your symptoms sound like OCD, but it's always hard to tell on the internet. Check out http://www.medhelp.org/medical-information/show/410/Obsessive-compulsive-disorder and see if the listed symptoms could be right for you. I always think it's best to go to a doctor and check if your symptoms are bothering you.

Peace!