Things are not goood

Just trying to update and let you know I have again taken a bad turn.  I thought I was a little better, but this last week has been horrible.  I can't keep anything down and nausua is just bile.  I really feel like I am just weeks-if not days-away from going home to be with Jesus.

I will stand on the over side and cheer you all on.  I am not in a lot of pain-morphine keeps it in line.  I am awake a good bit of the time.  Just can't stay sitting up.  Love to you all and may you overcome this demon.  Yvonne

[silver&gold]

Dear Yvonne ,
Im so sorry to hear that you situation has got worse , please know that I will be praying for you .

love Angie

[Mary 53]

How heart-wrenching, raw, and painful this is. I am feeling sad after reading this. Some how, though, you sound at peace.

I am glad I was up late so I could respond to this now, along with Angie, so soon after you posted. This forum is the last thing I check before I close up for the night. You know that tomorrow the additional posts on this thread will be endless.

We love you, too.

Hoping you can get some sleep.

Sincerely and with love, Mary

[Brownie3321]

Yvonne,
My heart hurts for you more than I could even express. I'm so sorry to hear this news, but I agree with Mary, you seem to be at peace. You have fought so hard and I know you know you will be in peace, no more of this nasty beast!!!
You are in my every prayer and I'm sending all the love and positve vibes I can to you. With love, Deandra

[coogeegirl]

I am so terribly sorry to here this news but I am relieved to hear that they have your pain under control.

You are in my thoughts from the other side of the world, I have often read your posts and thought what a brave and courageous woman you are, and I hope you know you are truly loved by the women on this forum

Love

Jenny

[lucymullis]

You are a blessing to us all.  God Bless you.

[Kimashley]

You are about to start on a new journey, don't fear what lies ahead, embrace it.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.  God Bless you.

[Tybear]

You have fought such a long hard battle...I think of you often and I'm sorry to hear that you have gotten worse.
You're in my thoughts daily and I admire you for the strength and courage you've shown as you've faced this disease. I don't know how you do it....
I'm not really sure what else to say...you seem very at peace with everything...
much love,
Becky

[onniebay]

Yvonne,
Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers.  

[vegas2cr]

May you be blanketed with peace.  May you know no pain.  You are in my thoughts
ronni

[elizza]

Yvonne,
U are in my thoughts and prayers.  

[msjazz]

Thank you for letting us know how you are. I know you know how much we all love and care about you. I hope you are able to get some relief somehow in the coming days for the nausea. Will pray a special prayer just for you.  Donna

[lvfrogs]

Yvonne,
May your pain go away and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.  Hugs, Colleen

[survivor_susie]

Ronni spoke for me, too.  May you be blanketed with peace.  May you know no pain.  
We're all praying for you.  God bless.
Kathy

[momofsandj]

My heart goes out to you --- May you have no pain, pass in peace, and know you live on in the hearts of all those who know and love you
Jeanne

[dian07]

I am so sorry to learn you are having to deal with nausea at this time....I am so glad to hear you are able to control your pain....the love you have expressed by comming here to say good-bye is the most remarkable gift I have ever received.  
Please know I love you and you are held in the highest regard I can hold any friendship......you are an angel already!
I wish you God,s speed, and Love and Peace.
Thank you for letting me into your life and world.
Peace.
dian

[Teresa222]

You are a wonderful woman.  God Bless you in your journey.
Teresa

[Jan214]

Oh Yvonne, you have been a wonderful inspiration to us all.  You have handled yourself with grace and dignity and I hope when my time comes I can do the same. I hope that you have had a wonderful life and that the fond memories you have will comfort you.  I know that Jesus will be waiting with open arms to welcome you and I hope some day to meet you there, and we will have all of eternity to get to know each other better than we did here.
Love,
Jan

[Sandymac]

Yvonne, I don't know you personally, but I have read your posts since I came on board 6 months ago.I just wanted you to know that you truly are an inspiration to all of us whether or not we have cancer.

You are indeed a lovely, brave woman and I wish I had known you better.

Love,
Sandy

[butterflytc]

May God hold you in the palm of his hand.
Love
butterflytc

[karikay]

I'm sorry to hear that you have been feeling so bad. I have been following your posts for a while now and I know you've had a tough road.
Has your doctor had any advice about coping with this nausea and vomiting? I definitely hope so. Sometimes they can do stuff with medicines or (if you woud want them to) try putting a tube in to the stomach to take the pressure off. All the best to you.

[karikay]

I'm sorry to hear that you have been feeling so bad. I have been following your posts for a while now and I know you've had a tough road.
Has your doctor had any advice about coping with this nausea and vomiting? I definitely hope so. Sometimes they can do stuff with medicines or (if you woud want them to) try putting a tube in to the stomach to take the pressure off. All the best to you.

[Laney8463]

Oh Dear God...What does one say? I think as long as you are at peace and not in pain then things as are they are supposed to be. I wish you the best in your journey, and although life may be different as you know it, things will be good. God is kind and gracious and will take care of you. I wish your journey to be smooth and wonderful. I do think there is more to this world than we know....!!!
God Bless and keep you in the palm of his hand...
Hugs
Laney

[ireneo]

We may not know how much time is given to us but you can know this - you are not alone and there are many loving hearts and hands carrying you forward. "Be not afraid..."

[kimmywah]

My prayers and thoughts are with you.  You are an amazing and brave lady.

May the blessing of the rain be on you—
the soft sweet rain.
May it fall upon your spirit
so that all the little flowers may spring up,
and shed their sweetness on the air.
May the blessing of the great rains be on you,
may they beat upon your spirit
and wash it fair and clean,
and leave there many a shining pool
where the blue of heaven shines,
and sometimes a star.
May God hold you in the palm of his hand.

Peace...Kim

[gma718]

I have read your posts through your journey and you have showed all of us what a remarkable, sincere, strong, admirable woman you are..I wish you nothing but peace now...you have fought a long, hard battle and you are a true asset to this forum...May God Bless you always and may you remain pain free...Gia :)

[dawnlyn]

I too have not been posting here long you are a very admirable and strong woman.  I am so sorry...I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers...

Love and God Bless

Dawnlyn

[mrsbaguba]

No words can express how heavy my heart is.  You have fought this fight with grace and dignity.  May God hold you in the palm of his hands. Judie

[crecco]

All one has to do is to read your post to see what a strong and wonderful woman you are. To be facing the journey that you are, you have taken the time to tell us good bye and that you will be cheering us on. May God bless you Hon. You are in my daily thoughts and prayers that you remain pain free and at peace through your final journey.
   Love Chris

[Knotmeg]

Peace Yvonne.... and good rest.

I continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Meg

[nyc lady]

I wish you peace.

Pam

[Memmers]

I wish I was there with u so I could give you a big hug and lots of support.  I can't believe the strength u have and you will be rewarded for your awesome courage.  I will pray for you.

[SAm_in_the_UK]

Dearest Yvonne, I am so sorry to read your post. Could you have an obstruction ? My mum had very similar symptoms and that is what she had.  Can your doctor not do anything to try and clear it ? I am glad you are at peace, but for my own selfish reasons I want you to keep fighting. I will miss you terribly, even though we have never met in person I regard you as a very dear friend. All of us on this forum have have a very special bond with you and each other and we are all with you every step of the way. Much love Yvonne, Godbless, Sam x

[justscore]

Thru the tears I type this...........I hope your journey comes to a peaceful end and know that everyone is fighting to find a cure for this HORRIBLE, unfair monster!  

You are a brave, beautiful person and I pray for you and send you hugs.

Heidi

[JC145]

I am so sorry you have to suffer anything at this point.  Have you tried Pepcid AC Complete .. it may help with the bile (digestive juices).  Otherwise, I will keep you in my prayers for peace and comfort.  God Bless You.

Judy

[turtledovemom]

Sending strength to you...
Sending peace to you...

Anne

[SimplyStar]

It is with a great deal of sadness that I read your words, but knowing that you love and believe in Jesus  gives me the courage to say to you, you have fought a hard and long battle and if it is coming to an end soon, maintain your faith  and feel the arms around you, not only ours  but those that will guide you to a better world.  He is with you now and always.  I do not say Good Bye  but  cya later friend.   Marty

[TrudieC]

Peace be with you Yvonne.  

Trudie

[Hazel30]

I will say a prayer for you and Im sorry for what your going through.  You are very strong amazing person.

God Bless.
Fiana

[fungirl1011]

I do not post here often, but I just wanted to say that I will be praying for you.  I am sure that you will feel Gods arms around you as you enter the Kingdom of Heaven and he says to you Welcome my good and faithful servent.  I hope you have a peaceful journey

In Christ,
Kasie

[Sunes]

PLEASE don't give up.
I will be praying for your RECOVERY  every day . Be sure to do the same for yourself.
Don't loose HOPE. Women in general are very strong and you are ONE OF THEM.
Hugs, Sunes.

[Lafnatitall]

We'll all see you in the world that is around us...everytime we post or even come to this site, you will be remembered.  Happy journey, Yvonne.  Embrace those waiting for you...enjoy the serenity.  May God comfort those who will miss you.

There's a story of a man who fell off a steep cliff.  As he was hanging on by a mere root, he prayed feverently, "God, please save me!  Tell me what I need to do!"  And God spoke to him saying, "I'm here. Will you do as I ask in order for me to save you?"  "Oh, anything!" the man cried.  And God said, "Let go."


You give to us all.

Rhonda

[Jan214]

Has anyone heard anything from or about her? Does anyone have an email address for her?

Rhonda, that was a beautiful send off for Yvonne. To you and all of you others, who wrote such moving, warm, and loving words, I want to say that I am glad to know that when it is my time, there will be friends like you all, to form a circle of support & send me quietly and gently on my way.  

Jan

[YvonneS]

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[YvonneS]

Hello. My name is Jeff Silcox and I am YvonneS's son. With a heavy heart, I wanted to tell everyone that we lost mom at 4 this morning.

I would like to thank each of you for your support and prayers.They meant more to her than I could ever express here. I will be praying for each one of you as your fight continues.

Once again, many thanks.

[elizza]

I am so sorry Jeff for the loss of ur mom.  Ur mom was a tough woman.  I will pray for you and ur family to help get through this tough time.

[Tybear]

Thank you Jeff, for being so thoughful and letting us all know. Yvonne was a special part of this forum and she will be dearly missed...
I'm so sorry for your loss....
Becky

[vegas2cr]

Jeff I am so sorry for your loss.  Your Mom was so loved here and we will all miss her terribly.  Ronni

[ireneo]

Jeff - I'm sorry your Mom is gone now. From the posts on this board, it's obvious she was a respected and loved woman. Love and hugs to you and the rest of the family.

[butterflytc]

Thank you so much for thinking about all of us in your own grief. Your mother meant the world to all of us too. She will be missed greatly, but she is at peace now..How hope you can find that peace in your heart as well. Another angel looking down on us.
God speed Yvonne
tearfully glad to have known you.
butterflytc

[belle10]

I didnt know your mother,but may it bring you solace to know how many lives have been deeply touched by your {loved one}.
Sabrina

[Knotmeg]

I'm so sorry....
Peace for you and your family.

[marie3B]

I am so sorry. Your mother was so strong. An inspiraion to us all.

Love and Peace to you and your family,

Marie