Hello im a 31 y/o female , back in 2001 i was having lower adominal pains ,had ultrasound everything was ok but my endometrial lining was 13mm thick , and i had a ovarian cyst 1cm big on my left ovary . well thinking everything was ok i let it go . well in 2006 i started having bad cramps and back pains and sorta heavy period (first 3 days passing clots) found out my uterus was enalrged and the size of a 12 wk preg. and had a tumor the size of a small orange . doc wanted to do a hysterectomy on me , but my insurance interfeared. so i let it go again . now i just went back to my gyn last week my uterus size went from a 12wk to a 16 wk in size, and he couldnt feel my ovaries . so he desided to do my yearly exam and an ultrasound . well my ultrasound stated that i have several masses , my endomtrial lining is 2cm thick , and its pushed to the left, i have muilty cysts on my left ovary the biggest one being 1cm, and on my right small follicules , my pap came back abnormal and my doc did a endometrial biopsy on me now im waiting on that , and now because my pap came back abnormal he is wanting to do a colpscopy on me in 2wks .does this all sound bad ? am i worriing for nothing . my grandmother died of ovarian cancer she had a 18lb tumor on her ovary and it spreaded to her lungs and bones . she past away at 66 y/o . am i just being a worry wort or do i have a reason to be ? is there anyone out there with the same symtoms? im just scared and a u can see impatient on waiting for that biopsy results . but like i said my pap came back abnormal , and my hpv high risk was possitive !!!!! please any advice i would be greatly happy of right now . thank you for listening and reading my post !