Hi. I have been sick with the same thing for the last 5 years and frankly, I am exhausted and so upset.
I am 23 years old, female and have left an abusive relationship in June. So I can understand if I develloped depression.
It all started in 2006 Christmas Day, a month after being engaged. I started getting dizzy, sad, confused why I no longer could feel any feelings for my fiancee and tried numerous times to break up with him in one weekend. He manipulated me into staying and eventually pregnated me.
I also felt, that day, like a fog covered my eyes, my ears and my brain. This was and still is the worst thing ever. I could not make sense of anything and my ears rushed and clicked a lot.
Long story short, I developed depression symptoms in time and had anxiety attacks. Until I left my husband. Then the attacks stopped and I stopped ocd'ing a lot. Not entirely but a lot. Mind you, he had abused me for 4 years before everything hit me on Christmas Day so it may have been slow in developing.
I saw tons of doctors and had every test imaginable and they all came back negative (I was fine that is ) BUT every doctor prescribed depression meds to me AND said that my left ear looks pulled from a sinus infection and that it is red but it's not a big deal.
I used to have realllly bad ear infections as a kid.
I also have a small learning disability and depression runs in my family.
I also suffer from restless legs as stress in this but when I am less stressed they are fine.
My fog has been 24/7.
ENT's said I was fine and should see a neurologist.
Lately, since a bad cold, my left ear started rushing even more (after FINALLY stopping for months now....not the fog just the rushing of the ear...it gets sooo bad when I am stressed) and clicking every 10 seconds and it is starting to get painful.
I think it's an ear infection like my son has with his cold and I am getting it checked out.
BUT I am also going through grieving my abusive husband with our separation, his attempted suicide, numerous no contact breaches and court procedures.
So if depression causes ear problems I would be happy to know that because then it would make sense why I am feeeling worse lately. I hate not knowing what it is.
Could being choked cause long term effects like this?
With the symptoms I described....what tests should I take?
What could it likely be?
Please help me. I have full custody of my two beautiful babues and need to be well for them but I am soo sick of this ...literally.
Thanks in advance:)
Heather