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Why do This thought ruining me?
You know .am 18 year old.am the most cheering girl in this world!!!
I enjoy This world!! But this thought never last for a long time! I was rocking throughout in my friends group in the past years! Even the girl i am gonna mention here also encouraged me and helpd me a lot!! But this girl in my gang stole that position. she s rocking like me now! And the craze for me has disappeared! and I have started thinking that am ignored by my gang even though they do not ignore. Thought that "She is rocking . I am useless" have started running in my mind. I cant stop this . I think about this when I am At home.. When I brush.. Bath.. Comb..Enjoy with other relations and feel myself inferior. SO..I AM negative negative negative to the extreme.. And "Why should I live ?" question tortures me a lot.And why should i speak to people? And why should i laugh? "She will be better than whatever I do"..
"So why i should i do these things? ".. Oh My God!!. This ***** me like anything.. How can I get id of these thoughts? Am I jealous? Am i not a good girl??
See Tomorrow I have exams and am here speaking to you without studying...
Tell me something before I suicide ..(But I cant do..I have responsibilities to do as a family member:( !!!!!!!!!)
I lost concentrations to the core and others can easily take over me in this situation..Am the most unlukiest negative bad worst girl in the universe
Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I enjoy This world!! But this thought never last for a long time! I was rocking throughout in my friends group in the past years! Even the girl i am gonna mention here also encouraged me and helpd me a lot!! But this girl in my gang stole that position. she s rocking like me now! And the craze for me has disappeared! and I have started thinking that am ignored by my gang even though they do not ignore. Thought that "She is rocking . I am useless" have started running in my mind. I cant stop this . I think about this when I am At home.. When I brush.. Bath.. Comb..Enjoy with other relations and feel myself inferior. SO..I AM negative negative negative to the extreme.. And "Why should I live ?" question tortures me a lot.And why should i speak to people? And why should i laugh? "She will be better than whatever I do"..
"So why i should i do these things? ".. Oh My God!!. This ***** me like anything.. How can I get id of these thoughts? Am I jealous? Am i not a good girl??
See Tomorrow I have exams and am here speaking to you without studying...
Tell me something before I suicide ..(But I cant do..I have responsibilities to do as a family member:( !!!!!!!!!)
I lost concentrations to the core and others can easily take over me in this situation..Am the most unlukiest negative bad worst girl in the universe
Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Best Answer
hey you are really depressed..dont be....no one can take no ones position....and thats good that you got a friend like you...so you can enjoy more with her now...try to think positiv...you are not a bad girl at all, its just the negativity in your mind for that girl...just consult any phyciatrist...have some siiting with him..you will get fine soon ,em sure...good luck
Am Female! But I can feel that whenever people enjoy with me I can notice her face reaction! She ll be just burning and will try to divert the attention !
I do not understand Your need to be the number one person in order for you
to succeed. There are much more important things to worry about than who
is better and who is more popular.
You sound like You're depressed possibly, I would see a therapist or speak
to a counsellor about it. You need to remember no one can be number one
ALL the time even some people never can be.
You're not a bad person but I think you are jealous of this other girl because
you feel she has taken what You had before she came along.
Things happen in life and that is just one of the small matters, be strong though and better than that.
to succeed. There are much more important things to worry about than who
is better and who is more popular.
You sound like You're depressed possibly, I would see a therapist or speak
to a counsellor about it. You need to remember no one can be number one
ALL the time even some people never can be.
You're not a bad person but I think you are jealous of this other girl because
you feel she has taken what You had before she came along.
Things happen in life and that is just one of the small matters, be strong though and better than that.
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