Course I'm one of those long crazy stories. I was in perfect health when in late 30's fell and crushed elbow, surgery, ect. Weeks after surgery my elbow hurt unlike I can explain. They said it was infected, but it lasted for weeks, red and burned so bad. It finally cleared up leaving minor burning paing, but then my body got wierd. It was like I would get severe chills that give you goosebumps all the time, ears ringing, ect.
Later I started having pain in my feet and groin to my privates. Saw many Doctors, many test, just told I was stressed, but pain was spreading and getting worse. Finally a neuro did nerve test and was told I had neuropathy, did all the test to figure it all, nothing.
Still, many other symptoms popped up and she no longer seemed to care, just told me not to stress. If I exerted much my skin would get cold and feel sunburn. I started having muscle twitches throughout my body. I really tried other neuro's at med schools. Two said I didn't have neuropathy, but couldn't tell me why i bad abnormal nerve studies...my neuro said I did have it and test proved it.
As years pass the pain has spread...really two kinds..always have severe pain in my feet, legs and now hands. The other is mainly my upper torso and arms will get ice cold to the touch...that's what people say, but I feel so sunburned I can't even shower..I also get so dizzy I can't walk. Have been on painkillers for years. Still, I can't get a Doctor that will even let me exert enough to show them what happens to my skin. My neuro doesn't seem to know who I am from visit to vist. Seems my body has turned into a dysfunction. I lost my job, then a business. This year it's got so bad I basically don't want to move. So dizzy I can't drive, but only when my skin goes cold.
For years Doctor's just told me stress, in my head, ect....I understand why, but I know this is not stress. Certainly it has a stress componant. I quit looking for answers and just see my neuro 3 times a year and she writes meds.
She honesly doesn't know who I am when I visit. I don't want to die, but now it's all I think about, like I have no other choice. Have a great wife and son, but this has destroyed our life. I once made 200K a year and now we are facing losing everything. I know people want me to get up and go and my body refuses. I can get through the nerve pain she says is neuropathy in my feet, legs, groin, ect...feels everywhere, but if I exert the only way I can explain it is get naked and sit outside in 20 degree temp until you feel on fire, then dizziness on top of that.
I'm at the end of my rope. I want to die, but can't do it to my family. I just worry there may be a moment that that won't be enough to stop me.
Something has to cause your skin to get very cold. Also, I can't control whatever causes chills, like the kind you get when someone scratches a blackboard..They happen all the time, but mainly minor exertion pushing, not really pulling..hard to explain, but like starting to pee, I get chills so bad, but lifting something doesn't do it. Then they can just hit anytime doing nothing.