sex phobia and hiv phobia......

about 1 week ago,I had a mutual masturbation with a guy on internet. he got some semen on his hand and touched my penis...joggen answered me that is no risk...but these days I always imagine his semen get into my urethra or the the cut (I cannot see) on my glans (glands)...makes me infected...
It's bothering me for many days.having trouble to eat,to have a conversation with other people...
I barely have sex,only two times...but every time I have sex I will be scare of hiv...
Im a gay,in china.there is always a connection between gay and hiv.It makes me so afraid to have sex with another guy...
please help me...
Is my question clear enough?my english is not so good...

[nursegirl6572]

http://www.medhelp.org/posts/Phobias/HIV-Phobias-Anxiety/show/1776649

Please take a look at this thread, I think you'll find it helpful.

[limuhan]

noone?……plz help me……plz

[nursegirl6572]

http://www.medhelp.org/posts/Phobias/HIV-Phobias-Anxiety/show/1776649

Please take a look at this thread, I think you'll find it helpful.

[dark550]

Hi limuhan.do u know about aids like disease is spreading in china?its myth or truth and any confirm death from this disease i think it came in 2004.

[dark550]

Ohh no its came in 2000 in china do u have any idea about it.i will tell you after that what is your problem.