second opinion

Hi everyone
My story is quite the loūng and depressing one, I'm currently 5 weeks pregnant I just found out 3 days ago. When you hear that your pregnant most jump in joy happy about their pregnancy.  But me not so much since I got impregnated  by a married man with a kid himself. I'm not so happy about it I feel terrible I don't no weather I should keep this little baby or not. On top of things I work with this gut so I see him often so there's no avoiding him. I know he wants me to get an abortion saying its not the right thing to be happening for us right now. But part of me does want to keep this child, but truth be told all the drama pain and humiliating that will come with the decision of  keeping this baby is scaring me from wanting to keep it. I'm stuck in this difficult point indecisive of my choices I really don't know what to do