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PJ's Mom
He was 23, and left this life about two weeks ago.  I just keep looking, praying, screaming for something, someone, some word, that will take the sharp edge off the pain I live in.  Mothers should not outlive their children!!!  I want to do the right thing and I don't know what that thing is.  No, I am not suicidal myself, as I know I am needed in this life.  But IT HURTS all the time!!  Anyone lost a child here?  Anyone know how to deal with this and move on?  I feel like I'm a bit crazy right now.  I am asking this here because I am Christian, and hoping for an answer that includes a spiritual accent.  Thank you and Blessings - Blu
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Hi Blu,

I just wanted to tell you that I really enjoyed all the pictures you posted
of PJ, PJ and Zack on the beach, the picture of PJ and his Great Grandmother, I think her name was Mary and all the other beautiful pictures
you posted. Be extra gentle on yourself during this difficult time. I really
believe in an afterlife. I believe in psychic mediums. PJ may have passed
from this life, but he's alright and he's in heaven with other family members
of yours who have passed over. I don't know if you've ever read any books
by John Edwards. John Edwards is a psychic medium and his books are
amazing to read. Another psychic medium is Sylvia Brown. She's written
a number of books too. Sylvia Brown also believes in angels and she has
a fascinating theory about angels. She also has some really interesting
CD's that are so interesting to listen to. But be gentle on yourself.
Don't keep it in. When you feel like crying, cry. Crying is actually very
healing. You could keep a journal. That might help get you in touch with
what you're thinking. I kept a journal when my dad passed away. I found
it very healing. Don't censor your thoughts. Write down what you are
thinking. That's really important. I'm sending you a big ((((( HUG ))))))
and know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings, Eve
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